Chances do exist in this world. It's all up to us on whether to give others a second chance. To me, I'm not stupid, neither am I gullible. I've finally decided to come out of my turtle shell, and see the world. I'm standing up on my own. I don't know how long am I going to depend on others, but now, I'm going to depend on myself for decisions. Depending on others made me feel like a fool. What's happy with me, lives with me.
I'm sorry if I upset some of you over my decisions, but I believe that someone will always turn over a new leaf some time after. I've decided to let go of what I infatuated, for the one who I had gone through alot with. And I believe that thss decision is right for myself. I know what I'm doing. If I'm going to regret, no worries, I will cry on my own shoulders. I am really sorry to dissapoint you people over my choice, but I know that my chances are made for good.
And, Isakandar, loving you was never an easy issue to let go of. Going through alot with you isn't the problem, what matters is, how much you sacrifised for me. I'm sorry if I made you lose almost everything, but I'll not make you lose me. I hope that we'll be a better us after whatever that we went through for the past few days. God bless. I love you.