Thursday, September 03, 2009

Do you know how sad I am now..
I have no one to turn to.

I lost everyone..

If only I could have done my tests.
If only I wasn't down with this illness.
If only I could have make up for every single mistakes.

This sucks.
I'm very upset.. I'm so dissapointed..

This blog is going to turn mundane.
I'm so sorry. Maybe I'm just not myself.

I wish to be a new me soon.
And hope that everyone will.. just appreciate me.
Why is Nini Azuwera like this now? Oh because she doesn't have a life.

WHY THE FUCK DID I MAKE THAT WRONG MOVE.
WHY THE FUCK DID I CHOOSE THE RUIN MY LIFE.
WELL, EVEN THOUGH IT WAS JUST FOR A SHORT WHILE..

I guess I'm gonna remain in the dark.

Boyfriend, if you are reading this, I'm sorry about last night.
I tried my best to make you happy..

Guess I drained it all.