I was late for school today. Decided to ask Ashley along. Lol. We smoked, then headed in to school at 8. I screwed up my Social Studies test. Well, atleast I tried my best. The rest of the day went on fine. I had fun camwhoring with people who had never taken pictures in their life (their reaction tells me that) Lol. After school, I cabbed home with Mira. Whoo.
Anyways, my Viewty went dead on me thanks to the birthday girl. But nevermind, today your birthday ah I give you chance. Next time you watch out hor! Hahaha. So.. How was my day with the birthday girl? Irritating. Yes girl, today you're 15.. Be happy. Rather than me, being called 9 years old for my height! *rolls eyes* Alot of anonymous people wished her, wow that's weird. But come on la babe, be happy. Don't action, "Wa I don't know sia who's number this is." Hahaha. Welcome to the 15-year-old club. Tasha, bile nak join? HAHAHA.
And to my boyfriend. Things may be difficult for us now. I'm trying my best to change myself. Now I realise how hard it was for you to be patient with me for all this while. You may have said things that really hurt me deep down, but I know that we can still go through it all. You may see me giving up on you, but had I ever mean it? You almost gave up on me, do you ever know how I feel about it? That made me change. Honestly, losing you is not what I'm looking for right now. I'm looking for the lovely us, the one that we once were last time. I really miss the old us. We may be quarelling time after time, but no one knew what we went through. I know that we'll be able to go through it all, no matter how harsh we are towards one another. I may be stupid in other people's view, but they never know how it feels to be in my shoes. You may say that love is blind, but now, neither am I blind or too clear to see things that are happening.
Obstacles are natural issues. But is running away from reality one of its issues too? Face the fact, I love my boyfriend.
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