Reaching the end

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

2009-10-13T05:55:00.000-07:00

MOVED.

Monday, September 28, 2009

2009-09-27T23:38:00.000-07:00

I don't think I'm able to pull through.
I've decided to back myself off.

Maybe I'm better off myself. With love.

Moved.
Find me.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

2009-09-25T23:42:00.001-07:00

I really miss the old us.
I'm so sad. I feel like crying.

I'm sorry. But it seems a little too late.
I miss you so much. Please come back.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

2009-09-23T23:47:00.000-07:00

Oh hell yes, I woke up late today. Like totally very late. An hour before school ends, infact. Haha. Mum was very upset with me. School called, but thank god no one answered. Because I know that it would be the freaking school counsellor that is calling. Phew.

I really need to buck up. I missed out on alot of school work. Am going to study with Mira tomorrow. I need her. Like totally. And now suddenly I'm starting to freak out about my art. Like omg, what happened to my art?! I decided to skip the animation drawings. And now my art classmates have started on the process diary for EOY. Whoaaa, deep shit deep shit. Now I need Ayul too. Muahaha. Ayul, if you are reading this, you should remember: I ASKED YOU TO PHOTOCOPY FOR ME THE EXAM PAPER OKIE!

Now, I am going to bath. I spent 2 hours shopping online. Muehehe. Oh no, addictive addictive. Must buy chocolate. Now I shall call Daddy for kinder bueno tonight. Ahh yes. That's much better. Alrightey, that's it for today. Might update later on cus my six sense is telling me that I might be bored later on. Hmm. Bye.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

2009-09-23T06:21:00.000-07:00

I AM SO TOTALLY HAPPY!
MY JACKET IS SOOOO KEWLZ.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

2009-09-23T05:41:00.001-07:00

I'm a happy happy girl now. Can't wait, my jacket has already arrived!! But it's inside the postbox, so must wait for Daddy to return home. He already promise me to check the box, if not I will get madddddd. Hehehe.

School sucks. I hate school. But I need to study. Guess what, I just got the exams timetable. Lol. Was supposed to go study with Mira, but I had to ditch her since I am pokai. Suprised? Yes. My raya money all gone. Whoaaaaa.

Everybody noticed my black shoes today. So cute! Eh wait, it's not black today. It's navy blue! Muahaha. In the morning, it looked cute on me. But I think that it's starting to look like some kasut jepun sesat, just like what Sister said. Sad. But nevermind, must not regret must not regret!

Before I end, I shall hope that Bf won't enter DB. Mampus, I can already imagine myself if that happens. Die die die. I miss you sooo much bbbbbbbbb even though I am so angry with you now. If you are reading this, I really mishhhh you soooo much. Nak hug?! Sad. Sad. Sad.

Mushy eh? Sorry la geng. Adios berambossssss! Sayonarrrrrra, peace.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

2009-09-22T05:06:00.000-07:00

HARI RAYA

LEFTOVER PICS

And btw, me and Bf got a new watch together. Cute eh?!

And also two very cute pair of sneaks for me!! Now can kick my Bf already!! Best!!

Monday, September 21, 2009

2009-09-20T20:39:00.000-07:00

DO YOU KNOW HOW I FUCKING FEEL?!
I FEEL SO DRENCHED WITH ALL MY PROBLEMS.

I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF MEEEEEEEEE!!

Please let me enjoy today.
Selamat hari raya everyone :)

Pictures up soon.

Friday, September 18, 2009

2009-09-17T22:26:00.000-07:00

I am not okay.
I just need some time to clear things off my mind.

One another hand,
It hurts so much when someone doesn't appreciate you.
I tried so hard to change, and there you are, with your ego.

I'm hurt.
Yet you don't know what to do.

I'm so angry.
Fuck my life.

Will be away for a short while.

Thursday, August 17, 2009

2009-09-16T23:40:00.000-07:00

I don't see a reason to behave like a lady infront of my boyfriend.

Because he's been contantly reminding me that he loves me
even when I'm sleeping with my mouth wide open and snoring.

I love you. So much.
:)

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

2009-09-16T07:16:00.000-07:00

LIFE'S A BITCH.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

2009-09-12T23:53:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was... awesome. Well, though I had to wait for such a long time for the boys to reach Bedok. Grr. Met up with Bf, Khai and Fauzi(his friends) @ Bedok interchange. We proceeded to Sempang Bedok immediately right after that. You know, I'm very kanciong. Always thinking that Sempang would be full, even 1 hour before break-fast time. Hehe.

We reached there way earlier than what we expected. Haha. We didn't have much for break-fast, yeah because we ate already =,= Tak puase!! Hehe. I got excuse, but the boys? Wah play cheat la hor. Hahaha. After our dinner, we headed to Geylang bazaar. Afraid of getting lost(as always), I kept on holding Bf's hands. Well, I did even pull his shirt when people tried to go in between us. Busted eh?!

I dropped by A'niz awhile to check on Mira and Tasha while the guys were eating and smoking outside Singapore Post. I gave Tasha a surprise. Hehe. She was like, "Eh, Nini!" Yeah it's okay, I know you miss me right. Haha. Then I decided to hunt for Mira. And when I found her, I jumped in the middle of.. the crowd?! Like omg I jumped infront of guys!! =,= Nevermind. I really felt so happy when I saw Mira. I missed her alot, even though we just met and spent time together last week. Lol. I headed out after that to search for the guys again, and we made a move at 10. Bazaar was boring. Like I said, I'm getting bored of Sempang and Geylang.. Banyak M&Ms ah shial *inserts minah's pathetic voice*

Took 30 back to Bedok, and then parted ways with the guys. Well, I had such a fun day with Bf and his friends. We got along well together, in all. Haha. Just that me and Bf had a little tiff here and there. But nevertheless, we're always good together in the end. Haha. Bf gave me a box of ferrero roche chocs anyway for our 9 month anni. I've been longing for that after 7 months of his last ferrero roche for me okay. Hehe. He likes the gift that I gave him. For the ones who wants to get a sneak peak at the drawing, I'll post it up next week alright? I'll get my Bf to MMS me the pic or something. Cus I forgot to snap a pic of it. Hehe ^ ^v

Alright, up next, photos.

And here's the results of being shagged after squeezing in between the crowds:

Tuesday, September 12, 2009

2009-09-11T16:27:00.000-07:00

Happy 9th month anniversary, B. I love you.

It's 7:25AM in the morning. It's been 8 hours straight, yes straight, that I've been working on a drawing of me and him. I chose a very cute photo of us, but never expected it to be difficult to draw. But nevermind, since I love you, I won't give up on it. God screw it. My eyebags are growing.

I can't wait to hit the sacks. Waaaaa so sleeeeeepyyyyyyy!!

Friday, September 11, 2009

2009-09-11T05:46:00.000-07:00

I feel kinda sad. Or maybe, I'm really sad. Mira, if you're reading this, I hope you'll cheer up. If you have already did, then I'm sorry if I wasn't there or was being cautious enough to ask you about what happened. I had always wanted to be a good friend to you, being there for you always and such. But it sometimes gotta hurt when I'm always the last one to know about it all, or maybe, left clueless.

Well, it's okay. Cheer up BabyG. I'm always here for you if you need me. Luvv.

Friday, September 11, 2009

2009-09-10T22:31:00.000-07:00

Does anybody know where to get nice attractive Chanel earrings in Town? =,= I bought one the other day (wow my first attractive buy huh) and it irritated my ears. I want studs, not those dangling types. Any help? Oh, original Chanel please!

And can someone please stop me from impulsive buying. God.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

2009-09-10T07:16:00.000-07:00

Okay, so it's been such a long time since I did a proper update, so I'm gonna spice it up now. Hehe. I made a last-minute plan to meet Bf over at his place. I had to wear the same dress I wore yesterday, since my shorts went missing. I didn't know where I threw it at. Gotta search for it soon. Anyways, I spent some time over there, and gosh, he took such a long time to get ready. Like mak nenek sia my baby. Lol. Today I made him look uber cute. His hair was messy in wax, and his new pair of denims were kinda tight. He was my 'minah-tappered' for the day. Lek la baby, satu hari je. Haha.

So @ 5 in the evening, we made a move to Bugis. I wanted to go to the library. Not pathetic okay. I was craving for some books to read. Hehehe. The fatty always got reason before going in the library. First, must smoke. Then the next reason was, "I'm sleepy la b." Sleepy my ass la fatty. Hurhur. We just spent 15 minutes in that place, and he went mumbling. And when he got bored, he started to play hide and seek with me. Mampus, dektu nakal, tak boleh angkat!! Panas ajeeee. Lol.

Oh yah, and in the end we didn't get a chance to borrow some books cus Daddy has to pay a fine. Mine? Don't ask, it's over $100++ already. Haha. I laughed hard when I saw the books that Bf had to pay fines for. One of the books was, "How do you talk to animals." WHAT THE HELL?! AHAHAHA I'M SO SORRY B, IT'S JUST SO FUNNY. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Okay so after we left the place, he was craving to smoke. Walande, that guy ahhh... *rolls eyes* We headed to Bugis junction after that. Thought of eating @ Long John, but it was packed. And over there, I saw my used-to-be workmate, Atika. I wanted to approach her, but I'm just afraid that she might not remember me. Hurhur. So yeah, we had takeaways, and then we cabbed down to my place.

Had a quick dinner @ somewhere around my area, and then we went home. Yay B, I had a good day with you. See you on Saturday okay fatty. And yah, I'm going to bazaar again. But before that, dinner @ Sempang Bedok. Wahpiang ley, I think I'm getting sick of Sempang and Geylang. Here, there, typicals everywhere. Aku boley naik mabok ah shial *insert pathetic minah voice*

Thursday, September 10, 2009

2009-09-09T20:37:00.000-07:00

I AM SO ANGRY !!!
OKAY LET ME EXPLAIN.....

I EXCHANGED PHONE WITH MY BF.
HIS PHONE IS MORE OF TO THE GAME-TYPE.
OKAYLA, LITTLE MEMORY SPACE, ALSO NEVERMIND.

NO NO, I'M NOT ANGRY WITH HIM.
I'M SO ANGRY WITH MYSELF. AND MAYBE MY SISTER. AND MAYBE THE PHONE TOO?!

YESTERDAY I LOOKED SO NICE WITH MY 2-HOURS OF HARDWORK MAKEUP!
I TOOK 13 PHOTOS IN ALL, AND I BLUETOOTHED IT ALL TO THIS PHONE.
IT STATED "UNABLE TO READ PHOTO" SO I THOUGHT IT CAN'T BE PREVIEWED.

THEN NOW, NO PICTURES. EXCEPT FOR TWO.
SISTER HAS ALREADY DELETED MY PHOTOS.

WHY OH WHY SHE DOESN'T LIKE KEEPING MY PHOTOS?!
UWEKKKKKKKKKKK I'M SO MADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

Nevermind, today must try again.
Saturday, am getting back my phone. Muahahahaha to boyfriend.

EH MY TEETH SMALL MEH ?!

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

2009-09-08T06:15:00.000-07:00

Nini Azuwera is angry.
Damn that motherfuckin situation.

On another piece of note, I love my boyfriend.
We are turning 9 this Saturday ^ ^v

I want coklat. Yumyum.

Some girls really think that they're some big catch.
And by that, they blog about almost everything.
What captured my attention most was the way they blog.

Ehwah ehwah, nak berbual pasal rembat la konon.
Nak rase tangan ringan? NI RASE PELENGKUNG AKU NI!!
Skali aku bagi flying kick baru tau.

HAIYO, KITE SEMUA UMUR MASIH STENGAH JANGUNG.
NAK BERBUAL GITU MACAM BUAT APA SIHHHH.
KITA HARUS HABISKAN PELAJARAN DULU SIHHHHH.

Masih nak rase pelengkung Nini Azuwera tak?!
Biar tapak tangan kecik. Jangan main-main.
Tapak ni da banyak tampar bende. Nak try?

Monday, September 07, 2009

2009-09-07T01:57:00.000-07:00

Life sure is hard. But I'm enjoying it now. Ape nak jadi, jadi je lah ok. I've washed my hands off almost everything. I'm relying on myself now. I think that there's way alot more for me to explore. Haha. But nah, I kicked the 'ice' habit. Sucks sia.

So how have I been managing my depression? Pretty well. I can't wait to tell Dr Sylvia about my progress. I bet she must be happy for me. Hehe. And what about my sickness? I'm getting better now. No more fever. So, you guys wanna know what caused my sickness? My vomitting. After every vomit, my tempreature will rise. Like the other day, it reached 40 degree celsius. Terror eh?!

So now, I'm just having cough. I'm suffering. I haven't been smoking for the past few days. Wait, I just did last Saturday, and that was when my cough became worser. So now, cannot play-play anymore =,= Oh yes, I also lost some weight. It's not quite a good news cus it's an unhealthy sign for me to lose 3kg in a week. 3kg is supposed to be lost in a month, not a week. But nevermind, dah kurus, ape nak buat ^ ^v If only I was tall, I think I'd look very slim now. But too bad, I'm just not that tall..

B, I love you but sometimes you're such a pain in the ass. I'm angry and busy now. Nak tengok movie. Dah ade free time baru call I. Bye gemok.

Ok gua mau lepak go dengan MiraraFly. Hahaha. Chalo behteh.

Sunday, September 06, 2009

2009-09-05T22:09:00.000-07:00

I'M BACK!

Missed me?

Thursday, September 03, 2009

2009-09-02T21:20:00.000-07:00

Do you know how sad I am now..
I have no one to turn to.

I lost everyone..

If only I could have done my tests.
If only I wasn't down with this illness.
If only I could have make up for every single mistakes.

This sucks.
I'm very upset.. I'm so dissapointed..

This blog is going to turn mundane.
I'm so sorry. Maybe I'm just not myself.

I wish to be a new me soon.
And hope that everyone will.. just appreciate me.
Why is Nini Azuwera like this now? Oh because she doesn't have a life.

WHY THE FUCK DID I MAKE THAT WRONG MOVE.
WHY THE FUCK DID I CHOOSE THE RUIN MY LIFE.
WELL, EVEN THOUGH IT WAS JUST FOR A SHORT WHILE..

I guess I'm gonna remain in the dark.

Boyfriend, if you are reading this, I'm sorry about last night.
I tried my best to make you happy..

Guess I drained it all.

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

2009-09-01T02:21:00.000-07:00

I'm so depressed now. Plus my fever. My doctor just gave me medications. 39 degree celcius, please send me to the hospital instead of allowing me to rot at home. I'm shivering. I'm on a whole week MC. Only god knows how I feel. Not about the MC issue, it's about how I feel.

ONLY my boyfriend was there to say: I know you are strong b.

And because of me, he's gotten sick. I hope he will get well soon. You've sacrifised too much for me. Ok, am off to the toilet. Bye.

Oh yes, no updates till I'm well.

Sunday, August 30, 2009

2009-08-30T03:44:00.000-07:00

Friday photos, finally, from Ayul! Enjoy, and sorry for the masai faces.

Sunday, August 30, 2009

2009-08-29T22:10:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY

School was awesome. Except for the very end of the schoolday, where my History teacher vent her anger sarcastically. Like come on la, I only punched the puppet that Ameer had infront of my face. And that occured for only like 5 secs? For 5 secs I didn't pay attention, you had to give me that whole much of sarcastic? I hate it when she's having her moodswings on. Sometimes she can be very nice to me, and sometimes she's such a turnoff.

After school, I headed home straight. I got myself dressed up at around 4, and then I felt sleepy, so I decided to take a short nap. I was awaken by Ahmad's call, telling me that Ayul has reached Bedok interchange. I immediately panicked and quickly rushed out of the house. He should be thankful that I rushed. Hurhur. So yeah, I met up with Ayul at the interchange, afterwhich we proceeded to Simpang Bedok to book the seats first.

We reached there at like, 6.20pm? And there weren't many people around. So much for rushing. Lol. The rest reached at 7, and my honourable form teacher, Mr Zaid, reached 5 minutes later. Haha. Ayie and Man joined us too. We ordered quite alot of food, and I really mean alot. We had fun eating and cracking stupid jokes at the same time. After our dinner, we stayed there abit longer to had our tummies feel better since we were full. Had smoking session with the guys after that, and then we proceeded to play Lan opposite our eating place.

We had to wait for some time outside the Lan to get ourselves registered before we could play the games. Stupid eh? We played Left 4 Dead first, afterwhich Counter Strike. I always lose, yeah boo me. Geram ajeee. Sume orang nak bunuh aku. Ye la, aku kan kental. Sabar ajee! Hahaha. At around 10, we made a move home. What an awesome day I had. Thanks people.

SATURDAY

Went out at 1, then to boyfriend's place. Slacked, waited for him to get ready, then we went off. Our plan was to take MRT, but I was longing for long bus rides, so I decided to pester boyfriend to take 67. Yes, from CCK to Geylang is sure a long trip. But guess what? When the first 67 came, it was just a 1-cabin bus, so we decided to give it a miss. We waited 20 minutes for the next one, and it was also a 1-cabin one!

Being the stubborn me, I just told him to take the bus. And when we found a seat, the aircon wasnt working. It was like hot air coming in! Everyone was talking about it, some where even pissed off. Me and Bf? We boarded off the bus just as we reached Bukit Panjang LRT station. Lol. So we decided to take a train to Geylang. When we reached there, we went to A'niz first, to search for my girls. Macam hall of fame gitu, when I walked there, the guys from my school acknowledged me. Haha. Nak try lagi! LOL!

After walking around, me and Bf hunted for food. We got dendeng and ayam percit! Best okay! Sedaaap b.. *horny voice* Ok, inside joke. Hahaha. Then we walked around and around and around.. Kaki gua sakit la, so gua complain, abey laki gua ngamok. Hahaha. As we were walking at the curtains section, there were alot of humps. I did trip, but not as bad as my Bf. He trip maha trip, and then there was a sound, macam nak roboh gitu. Then he quickly told me, "B tadi I jatuh sei." And I was like, "Oh no wonder ade bunyi roboh!! U rupenye!!" Tu la, akibatnye baru buat badan! ^ ^v

We then decided to search for the CD section since Bf wanted to get Bohsia. We searched the whole area like nak mampus. In the end, we got it and then... We went to get ayam percit again. Hehehe. Oh yeah, and also, we bought 3 tins and a bottle of drink overall during the journey. Walao eh. Next time must bring tumbler. Hurhur. So yeah, we finally found a spot to settle down at, then I quickly took off my shoes and taadaa, blister da klua! =,= Harapkan je kasut cute, ade ribbon some more. Tapi jahat, sampai nak makan kaki aku. Eeeyer.

We made a move at 10, and I got home before 11. I went to bed at 30 minutes past 12, and woke up 12.5 hours later. Best or what?! *flips hair* And yeah, most of the Saturday pictures are with Ayul. I'll upload that once I get the pictures from him okay. That guy #1 paitao. HAHAHA.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

2009-08-27T05:52:00.000-07:00

I had an insufficient sleep last night. Woke up at 3, stayed up till school started. I felt sleepy in school, but I don't know why I couldn't sleep. Hurhur. Well, school was pretty good today. Spent my time with my girls all equally. Lol. After school, I headed to Woodlands all alone, just to pick up the new bag that I ordered. Hehehe ^ ^v And when I was inside Causeway's toilet, my Topshop bag almost fell into the toilet bowl. Wah suay ah =,=

Got home at 5, and I was pretty tired by then. I was having a bad headache. And I had alot to eat during dinner just now, thanks to my Sister who bought alot of food. Aiseymama. It's been 2 hours since I last had my dinner, and my tummy is still bloated. Wah, more suay ah!

Okay, as expected, pictures. And my phone died on me again today.
CERTIFIED SUAY DAY!

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

2009-08-26T06:19:00.000-07:00

I was late for school today. Decided to ask Ashley along. Lol. We smoked, then headed in to school at 8. I screwed up my Social Studies test. Well, atleast I tried my best. The rest of the day went on fine. I had fun camwhoring with people who had never taken pictures in their life (their reaction tells me that) Lol. After school, I cabbed home with Mira. Whoo.

Anyways, my Viewty went dead on me thanks to the birthday girl. But nevermind, today your birthday ah I give you chance. Next time you watch out hor! Hahaha. So.. How was my day with the birthday girl? Irritating. Yes girl, today you're 15.. Be happy. Rather than me, being called 9 years old for my height! *rolls eyes* Alot of anonymous people wished her, wow that's weird. But come on la babe, be happy. Don't action, "Wa I don't know sia who's number this is." Hahaha. Welcome to the 15-year-old club. Tasha, bile nak join? HAHAHA.

And to my boyfriend. Things may be difficult for us now. I'm trying my best to change myself. Now I realise how hard it was for you to be patient with me for all this while. You may have said things that really hurt me deep down, but I know that we can still go through it all. You may see me giving up on you, but had I ever mean it? You almost gave up on me, do you ever know how I feel about it? That made me change. Honestly, losing you is not what I'm looking for right now. I'm looking for the lovely us, the one that we once were last time. I really miss the old us. We may be quarelling time after time, but no one knew what we went through. I know that we'll be able to go through it all, no matter how harsh we are towards one another. I may be stupid in other people's view, but they never know how it feels to be in my shoes. You may say that love is blind, but now, neither am I blind or too clear to see things that are happening.

Obstacles are natural issues. But is running away from reality one of its issues too? Face the fact, I love my boyfriend.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

2009-08-24T22:37:00.000-07:00

Had too much on last night. Sinful. Skipped school. I'm fly.

Monday, August 24, 2009

2009-08-24T06:50:00.000-07:00

Today, in school, as expected: Everyone noticed my Viewty. Some asked what happened to my k850i, and I showed them such a terrible sight of it. Really sad :( I miss k850i. Oh well. Anyways, I'm starting to get friendly with my Viewty. Charan asked me if I was happy with my Viewty, and I went like, "Yaaa." But am I deceiving myself? Lol. Don't worry, no matter how ugly you are now, k850i, you're always in my pocket. Luvluv.

Okay, so school was great today. I got uber excited when I found out that my form teacher walked out of school, so he's not in to take our attendance. Which means, heaven = no nags. Hehe. Oh yeah, I slept during MT lesson, and then I was awaken by something that pulled my leg. I bet all of you experienced that before when you're sleeping. What's stupid was, the impact on me was loud that I was shocked and banged the table hard. I didn't know who noticed me, but I swear I was paiseh by then. LOL! And to cover it all up, I turned around and wake Charan up. Then step takde pape jadi. Hehe ^ ^v

During reccess, me and a whole lot of other people played cards. Blackjack, not my luck. Taiti, not my luck either. Murderer, I was the most stupidest of all! Please, whoever saw my stupidity, do not elaborate =,= Last lesson of the day, me and Acap thought the Chinese people on how to say vulgars in malay. Sial jeeeeee. Hahaha.

After school, I headed home straight. Took a short nap. Don't know why, but me and Bf aren't in good terms today. It feels so different not having to talk to him like a boyfriend. And why is that happening? All because of Nini Azuwera. Sometimes I think that I can't give and take. I'm too much of an egoistic person. And the first person who will agree to it is my boyfriend. I know. I will never want to hurt people's feelings, but when it comes to my boyfriend, everything single thing that I'd do would hurt him. So, that made my boyfriend turn from a punching bag to a torn sack of rice. Someone please push this shit of out my brains.

Oh btw, Charan's birthday is in 2 days time.
Alamak, wa punya sister sudah 15! Haha.

Monday, August 24, 2009

2009-08-23T14:19:00.000-07:00

My night was occupied with an insufficient sleep. And here I am now, after spending an hour and a half cracking my brains on how to transfer pictures from my computer to the phone, I finally found a way. Congrats, me. I almost threw my Viewty, but thanks to Google man.. All hail Google!

Oh god please make it rain. I want to feel cold! Amin.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

2009-08-22T18:29:00.000-07:00

Friday,

School was great. Out with Sister after school. Major shopping, till my newly bought RUSH environmental bag tore. Walao eh! $1 ok!!! Hahaha. One of my favourite items for the day was my tie-up flats. So cute, later I show you all okay. Hehe. So after all the shopping and stuffs, we had lunch at Bencoolen st. I had Pattaya, and she had Roti John. Classic la, for what nak fancy-fancy la kan. Still make you fat what. Lol.

Otw home, a drunk man sat beside me. Waaaa, my Sister almost slapped that man for looking at me. Hahaha. If only she did it.. I would have video-ed it and show you all that she's my superwoman. But now, alamak, harapan ku tidak tercapai2..

Saturday,

First day of fasting month. I wasn't thirsty, neither was I hungry. But I fell sick, and that bloody gemok forced me to drink! Sape tak mengamok?! Baru nak achieve goal ok! Da set tau, nak puase first and last day! Tapi tengok ape jadi! Eee geramnyee! Thanks eh mok. U punye pun da batal ah, pasal u piggang I. HAHA.

Ok, sorry if I type this post mostly in Malay. Need to practice bebeh. Haha. Nanti orang fikir aku ni nak step orang putih pulak. Lol. Ok, I cannot wait till raya. Haha. Long way to go, I know. Waaaa.. I'm so sleepy now. My Sister woke me up at 8 just because she moved the fan away. And that's why I couldn't go back to sleep. Nevermind, now that her ass is out of the house, I can go back to sleep. Weee~

Gemok, if you are reading this, I tau u tido lambat semalam!! Babi u!! Pukul 1 lebih 2 lebih hujan, maknenye u tido lambat ah tu!! Waaaa brape byk kali I nk kene kate, JANGAN TIDO LAMBAT?! U watch out eh later! Hmph.

And to those who are wondering what's my view on the movie Orphan, it's quite a thrilling movie. It's not horror, as what many people think that the movie is about. It's all about murder. I shall rate it 4/5. It's not really a must watch, but it's quite an interesting movie. To watch it online, click here.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

2009-08-20T00:05:00.000-07:00

Stayed home again.
Watched Orphan online ^ ^v

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

2009-08-19T01:16:00.000-07:00

Clinically proven under depression.
=,= =,= =,= =,= =,=

I miss you sia gemok.
Asal niari tak manje-manje.. :(

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

2009-08-18T04:41:00.000-07:00

I just woke up from my 3-hour nap, and so I guess I shall start blogging with abit more of expression. Lol. Okay, so anyways, school was pretty enjoyable today. I had to rush with my art piece during Art lesson. And by the end of the lesson, I finally finished the whole thing! Whoa. But the rest had already finished shooting for their animation.. Wahpiang =,=

So today in class, it was Acap, Aisha, me and Charan who were sitting in one straight row. We talked alot, we crapped alot, and not forgetting.. Behaved like monkeys. Haha. I'm the new Nini Satsat, together with Acap. HAHAHA. Bukan baby eh. Ahaha. So yeah, the rest of the day we spent giggling and making stupid jokes till we got sick and tired of it. Haha.

After school, went out with Acap and Aisha to smoke. Afterwhich, me and Aisha took a bus to Bedok. Menyumpah sia waiting for that bus. Ppfft. Acap got smoking cessation clinic. HAHAHAHA. Ahhh yes... smoking cessation = quit smoking. HAHAHAHA. Ok shut up. Got home at around 2, and I took a nap at 4. Wahhh, 3 hours of sleep = heaven. I want to sleep again. Muahaha. Pig.

Monday, August 17, 2009

2009-08-17T04:21:00.000-07:00

I've gotten my Topshop tote, like finally. I'm so happy. But not now, my money went somewhere else, and I'm kinda upset. Whatever =.= Okay so today I am sick, very sick, I can't take it. I'm sick of school actually, but nevermind, I will never drop out of school. I got brains to think about my future la bebeh. Haha.

This Saturday will be the first day of the fasting month, waaaaapiang. How to handle?! Nevermind, boleh slim! LOL! And then, a month later, it will be raya already. So, don't you think that 2009 really pass by so fast? It's coming to an end soon, and there comes my 1 year anniversary with baby gemok. Yay, so happy! ;D

Okay, actually I don't really know what to update today. Sorry if this seems boring. I'll spice it up soon. Haha. Keep tagging huns! Ciao.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

2009-08-15T18:19:00.001-07:00

Yay, today is a Sunday!
Which means.. shopping for me & baby mok!

Saturday, August 15, 2009

2009-08-15T04:45:00.000-07:00

Today was my best Saturday ever with my Mira babyG! So let me summarise it all up just for you people. We met up under my block @ around 2. Took a bus to Bedok interchange, and then another bus to Tampines. I went to withdraw my cash first, afterwhich we headed to CottonOn. Wah, our shoes went gone! It's okay, shall search for it tomorrow at Town. Anyways, we got fickle minded on getting a spag and a leopard-printed tanktop.

We spent like almost half an hour inside that shop thinking on whether to buy it or not. Lol. So since we did not to waste time, we headed to G2000 to get Mira's tee. After getting her tee, we went back to CottonOn, and still, fickle-minded! In the end, she got the spag and me.. Still thinking on whether to get the leopard-printed tanktop or a zebra-printed tee. Okay, here comes the paisey part. I die-die thought that the zebra tee was $13. I rushed the the cashier to pay, and when he told me that it was $30, I went like, "Huh?! I thought it was $13?!" Wahpiang ley. Paisey gile babi. Lol.

Our next stop was Tampines 1. We walked around the mall, and then I entered Dorothy Perkins. They were having their tanktops on sale @ $9! I wanted to buy, but Mira gave me a good reason on not buying it. Hurhur. So in the end I gotten myself a low-cut tee in black. So happy! I took 15 minutes on deciding, thanks to Mira for being patient with me. Haha. So yeah, after getting our stuffs, we headed to the rooftop. Oh, not forgetting, I ditched my Topshop tote bag :( Nevermind, can get it another day. Haha.

Spent quite some time over there, afterwhich we made a move to Century Square. Walked around the mall, yada yada yada, then we made a move @ 6. We bumped into Zakiah, Aisya and Arif on the way home. Nice bumping into you guys. And Aisya, your haircut is not ugly on you, so please don't be shy. Haha. Err anyways, I had such a good time sharing stories with Mira. And also, cracking up stupid jokes. But one thing that I hate about her is that, she'll always make me feel stupid. Shut up Mira, you did it to me twice today. PLEASE DON'T TELL ANYONE, PLEASEEEE! *inserts pepek face* Haha! Okay, so here's what you people must have been waiting.. Pictures!

And my boyfriend didn't get his confinement today, thanks to me. Lol! Good thing, even though it was caused by a bad thing. Right, b? Haha. So today, we spent our time with our own friends. And I bet he's having a good time. Hurhur. Tomorrow we'll be going out to get his Nintendo DS. Thanks to the bucks that he found. Can you believe it?! He found $400!!! =.= No fair one ley!!!! *stomps feet*

Friday, August 14, 2009

2009-08-14T03:22:00.000-07:00

I had a late night. I went to school with my tired eyes :/ School was rather boring today. The guys kept on teasing me about going to lan with my boyfriend. Now everybody know already!! Wahpiang ley. Oh yes, there was also a History test today. I gave up doing it after cracking my brains for 10 minutes. And also a big thanks to Shah for being such a big distraction! *rolls eyes* So I spent the rest of the 20 minutes irritating him. Wah, I can't believe I gave up on that paper. Like seriously. I felt like stopping Tasha from doing it okay! But takpe, syaitan belom goda aku. LOL!!

After school, headed to Tampines with my girls. Tasha went to get the sneakers, and that was the last pair. It's okay, I shall give in. I can find it in other outlets tomorrow. We saw someone when we were on the way going home, and it really pissed me off. That person already buat taik dengan aku last time, nak buat baik dengan aku?! Wahhh! Gi jilat taik kau dulu la ok. Tak sedar diri punya olang. Ppfft.

Got home at around 2, and I took a short nap immediately. I was dead tired, swear. Haha. Woke up at 4, watched tv, and so here I am now updating my blog. Oh yeah, I just got to find out that Supperclub was having a mixed age party the other day. Walao, punye la naik angin! No wonder Eya said that she was going to... Err, okay, shall keep that disclosed. Hahaha. But seriously, sot sekejap okay when Nana told me all about it. Eeeeyer.

And yah, let's not talk about me and my boy today. Tak stedy BEB. Ok peace!

Thursday, August 13, 2009

2009-08-13T06:10:00.001-07:00

On Saturday,

Cotton on sneakers..
Cotton on wayferers..
Topshop tote bag..

My Melrose flipflop is still inside it's box.
Wonder when I can start wearing it.. Haha.
Too nice to wear, what a watse. Ok now who wanna buy?! =,=

Thursday, August 13, 2009

2009-08-13T05:37:00.000-07:00

Fuck today. I hate being sleepy during school hours :/ But nehmind, school was perhaps kinda good today. Got a very tight hug from Nicole: I was around her for 5 minutes, talking to Tasha, and then she started to realise that I was around.. So she hugged me, and I guess the impact was too hard that I banged on the door =,= Wah, got booboo already. Lol.

After school, I headed home quick to get my clothes changed as they were very dirty, thanks to the soft pastels I used during Art lesson. Suey ah. Met up with Tasha and Mira @ school bustop, afterwhich we took a bus to Tampines. Initial plan was to head to IKEA, but Tasha changed her plan to just walk around Tampines. We went around searching for her stuffs, and of course, me and Mira had to follow her all around, up and down. I hope she appreciates that. Haha.

Before heading back, I wanted Tasha to get strawberry milk tea (my favourite). In the end, she bought herself a strawberry milk shake. Mengamuk skejap ok! But when I tasted it, wahpiang, heavenly... *floats on air* Ok whatev. Haha. In the bus, some unexpected smell came, so we all boarded off the bus. I got home at 30 minutes past 5. Took a short nap and here I am, just woke up, feeling all sleepy.. I can't wait for my next round of sleeping ok. Cerified pig.

Disgusting shit.

Wah, the chubby club! Hahahahahaha.

This was when I was totally sweaty and all worn out.
I sat on top of her, and she told me to take a photo =,=

Lastly..

I rindu u la ketiak masam, ketiak bulu, ketiak busuk!!!
Padan mukeee kene confine! Muahaha. Bye gemok!

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

2009-08-12T04:09:00.000-07:00

"Even the best fall down sometimes,
Even the stars refuse to shine,
Out of the back you fall in time,
I somehow find, you and I collide."
Today was supposed to be a happy day for us. I'm sorry to have spoilt it all. You know me, baby. I don't know why I have been sparing thoughts for others, even those whom I'm not related with, but not him. My punching bag turned out to be a torn sack of rice now. Guess I've punched too much on him. What's wrong with me? Why am I so ego? Why am I always looking on the other side?

Being imperfect is something. Being pushed around is another issue. Not all couples are living happily together everyday. And we're one of them. But I'm glad to have found someone who had never had the thought of giving up on me, no matter how much I cracked my brains on pushing him out of my way.

What about you, girls? What's your story now?

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

2009-08-11T22:06:00.000-07:00

I'm having a fever now, and it's Wednesday. I did a very quick revision last night on Social Studies, and so much for all my hard work.. There's a Social Studies test today and here I am having fever. God. I've already missed out on my History test. Which means, a zero for my Humanities? Tell me how upsetting this will get. Totally dissapointing.

But on a happier note, I passed my Chemistry test. Well, a just pass by 1 mark. Haha, how funny. But still, I'm contented. And here comes the unexpected part, I failed Physics. Now it's the other way round: I used to pass Physics and fail Chemistry, but now, I'm doing pretty well in Chemistry and sucking good in Physics.

So anyways, happy 8 monthsary to my boyfriend. Things aren't going on really well between us, so I hope that we'll make it through. After all the ups and downs that we've went through together, I'm sure that we'll overcome this one and a bigger one in future. I don't need anything much from you, because what I really want now is just you. I'm sorry if I'm being too much, you know me well. Thanks for being patient with me. But next time you can cubit-cubit me okay sayang? *kening naik-naik*

Oh yes, my weekends will be boring. A-weekend-without-boyfriend. Ppfft! That gemok go and sleep in the bunk for I don't know what reason, then suddenly I don't know which other gemok go and punish him and gave him a confinement. Walao eh?! Nevermind. Gotta spend them with my girls preciously.. Or maybe just stay at home? Hahaha. Not a joke ok. I already missed watching 300 the other day! Geram tau aku!!!

And here's a good piece of news: NINI AZUWERA HAS CHANGED HER MIND ON PRIVATISING HER BLOG DUE TO HER PRECIOUS AVID READERS. Thanks guys for changing my mind. Lol.

Btw, here are some leftover photos on last Sunday's NDP.

Monday, August 10, 2009

2009-08-10T08:58:00.000-07:00

Blog will be privated in 24-48 hours time.
So take the opportunity to enjoy my blog.

AND PLEASE DON'T ASK ME WHY. IT'S PLEASURE.

(1) NATIONAL DAY WITH GIRLS @ MARINA.
A.K.A BIG PIMPLE ON FOREHEAD DAY.

(2) WONDERFUL DAY OUT WITH BOYFRIEND.

Sorry, malas nak mosaic part tu.
Takpe, dosa korang aku tanggung skejap je.

Sunday, August 09, 2009

2009-08-08T17:35:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!
Pardon me for not updating yesterday. I was out the whole day. Went out with Eya at 1 in the morning, and got home at 5. Went to bed at 6, and then woke up at 11. I met up with Bf at 2 in the afternoon. Well, I was late actually. Thanks to Woodlands interchange, for having bus stations for bus no. 168, 960 & 187 under renovation. So I had to wait for 961 like some stupid fool. Wahpiang leh.

Met up with Bf, we didn't have a good time at all. Certified worst day ever. Like what I said to him, "Sedap siak kene dari u." Wait, that shouldn't sound wrong. Lol. So yeah, now I cannot fool around with him already, nanti kene pump lagi. Sorry ok, mok? Huhu. Mum told me to be home before 7 since there's some event going on at night, so I had to go off by 5. Bf and me took a cab to Bedok, and he sent me home, afterwhich he proceeded to camp.

The event was just a short one. Aiseymama. I went home at 11. Talked to my baby mok (hahaha), afterwhich I went to bed at 1. I'm meeting my girls at 4 later on and off we go to Marina! Weewit~ Okay, am actually kinda pissed off cus they didn't plan on what time to meet, but I just gave them my timing. You guys should thank me ok! Hah. Ciao!

Friday, August 07, 2009

2009-08-07T07:02:00.000-07:00

I only wanted to tell you how I felt.
But never did I expect you to say that.

Can't you see, that it had always been the same situation?
Is there anything wrong with me, that you cannot accept it?
If there is, I'm sorry about that. I'm also sorry for upsetting you.

But do you even know how I feel?
................................

Friday, August 07, 2009

2009-08-07T04:23:00.000-07:00

Cukop tak, "Syaz"? Nak ape lagi?
Wahpiang. I had Cookies&Cream ice-cream and Macdonalds shaker fries for supper last night. What's interesting is that, I went to bed immediately after my meal. And this morning, the first thing I did was to, of course, wash my face and brush my teeth. Afterwhich, I hunted for the tub of ice-cream in the freezer. In the afternoon, Sister ordered pizza for the whole family. There's still some more, it's too much for us to finish. Lol. So.. Don't you think I'm too much? Hah. But one thing: I will never want to be a round potato.

Okay, so as for today, me and the girls decided to skip school. There's some concert going on, so we don't find it interesting for us to sit in the hall like dummies. So I took the opportunity to wake up late. Charan, Tasha and Nicole went out to catch G.I Joe today. Sorry I couldn't go out with you guys. But I'm hoping for us to have a good time on Sunday though. Gonna catch the fireworks and maybe gonna go booze & weeeeeeed with my baby G's!! Weeewit!!

And on Monday, outing with Bf to the movies and maybe go drink that night. As for Tuesday, I'll get to see his face again. Lol. I can't wait to meet him soon. It's been days since we last met ^ ^v Miss you.

Thursday, August 06, 2009

2009-08-06T05:27:00.000-07:00

Yesterday's day with baby was awesome. Spent almost the whole day with him. Haha. He cooked my all-time favourite sambal, and it tasted totally delicious! Best ok! Lol. I also had ice-cream while waiting for him to finish cooking. Read this convo:

Bf: B, u nak ice-cream tak?
Nini: Ice-cream ape?
Bf: Ahhh.. *reads label* Raspberry rippie.
Nini: Huh?! *took 3 secs to digest what he said* HAHAHAHA!
Bf: Eh... Raspberry ripple!

Confident pe?! Hahaha. Next time, read the label properly if you don't want to be laughed at okay b. Heh. After our lunch, yada yada yada, I headed home in the late evening. Got home, things got kinda rocky between me and Mum. I had the worst night in my life. Sob.

As for today, I would not elaborate on whatever happened between me and Mum. I was late for school. The atmosphere in the class was quiet when I entered. Boring. Today seemed sucky, Agi's not in school, so me and the girls didn't went for reccess together in a bunch. I had a pathetic time eating my Casava chips cus it has too much salt.

Chemistry paper was such a bitch. I had difficulties doing it, as always. Let's just hope I'll get a borderline pass for the paper. God bless me. Hahaha. And so, after school, I went home straight since I had to bring home quite alot of stuffs. I had my art sketchbook, cardboard and big construction papers on both my hands. What's more, I had to walk under the scorching bright sun. Wahpiang leh!

I can't wait for next week. Me and baby are going to watch G.I Joe and The Hangover. Gonna be exciting! Weee~ And he's going to get me a pair of Melrose slip-ons too. He promised me already. Thank god I found the cheapest one in town ok! It would cost alot in US, but the shop that I'm getting my Melrose at is having a sale. So, ape lagi?! Chop chop must buy! ^ ^v

Oh yeah, Mum started talking to me again. I hope I'll find a good time soon to apologise to her. Maybe a letter? Yeah.. Okay, right now I'm gonna indulge in my soya bean drink. Ciao!

Wednesday, August 05, 2009

2009-08-05T06:30:00.000-07:00

I feel insulted very much. Thanks Mum.
I'd like to thank almost everyone for spoiling my day.

Fuck you all.
I'm gonna spoil yours soon.
Do you need some shit to be shoved into your life?

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

2009-08-04T06:39:00.000-07:00

Fuck today. Got so fucked up in the morning just over someone else's matter. I know I shouldn't be another spatula stirring the mixture, but I just wanted to make the mixture taste better.. if you understand what I'm trying to say. Therefore, I'd like to apologise if my behaviour really turned you guys off. I hope you guys would clear the air. But just a reminder, try to lie in a better way, people.

Well, on the brighter side, school was pretty much okay. I was sleepy during the last two lessons. I had such a good sleep. After school, me and Mira accompanied Ayul to get his haircut at Tampines. Quite a good time spent with our hungry tummies, right Ayul? LOL. We went home together, and gosh when I got home I gobbled up almost everything. Wahpiang, so hungry ley. Haha.

Met up with Bf at 7, spent time blablabla.. Got home at 9++. He's on the way home now. Oh yeah, I'm not going to school tomorrow. Ciao!

Monday, August 03, 2009

2009-08-03T07:06:00.000-07:00

I wish I could be the perfect girlfriend for my boyfriend. Who would make him happy and lead a blissful life together. Not that we're not okay right now, it's just that the sudden thought came into my mind. I hope he's happy with who I am now. Must remind me hor, not to be naughty-naughty. Hehe ^ ^v Love you Belly-belly.

Monday, August 03, 2009

2009-08-03T04:46:00.000-07:00

First of all, I enjoyed school today. I passed my Maths test, and of course, I'm so happy. I'm proud of myself *winkwink* After school, me and the girls, including Dora and Ayul, headed to LJS for lunch. Had our tummies filled up, afterwhich we headed to Tamp1's open plaza. Spent time over there for a short while, and then we went home. I would like to sum it up to a well-spent day. Loves.

Okay, I wasn't ready.

Luvv this shot.

The reason why I hate taking photos at this angle..

Tallest to shortest =,=

Step cool ajeee.

Stuck up face. Pepek face. Cibai face. Name it all face.

I'm from California and she's from.. Kentucky. Hahaha.

Ayul: Nini macam monk.
WELL THAT'S THE WHOLE POINT OF IT AYUL!!

Alamak, loving ah.

Sunday, August 02, 2009

2009-08-02T07:42:00.000-07:00

I met up with Iskandar Torres just now, before he went for his training @ Pasir Labah camp. He brought along my favourite Asam Pedas. He say that he loves me soo much than his other fans. LOL! Okay whatever. He gave me two of his soccer tees, and god I love them. Muahaha. Does anybody have a Liverpool shirt? I don't want ManU anymore because Ronaldo is such a fuckass to ditch my gang over... some other bullshit team. MKPLS!

With love,
Nini Torres *winkwink*

Saturday, August 01, 2009

2009-07-31T17:57:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY

School was pretty much okay. What I enjoyed most was the rest of the day after school with my girls. So let me talk about it now.. We headed to Tampines Mall for lunch @ Pizza Hut. Since our lunch was a last-minute plan, we decided to celebrate Mira's birthday along. Nicole had to rush to Tamp1 to get her birthday cake. The good thing is that, Mira didn't have a single idea about what's happening. We went to the open plaza at Tamp1 to celebrate, and I could see that Mira had the what-the-hell expression on her face.

After the celebration, we went to walk all around Tampines to kill time. We found a spot to sit, and that was like, finally.. Heaven. Hahah. We then talked about the Youtout fest @ Petal that night. Since we got so excited about it, we quickly called Saufi up to book tickets for us. We headed home quick at 5, and when I got home, I ransacked my closet for clothes. My bad, I don't have any red clothes. Infact, I hate the colour red =,= Hurhur. So aku hentam je ah, hitam pon hitam beb.

Met up with Mira, Tasha and Charan and Bedok inter. We took a bus down to Petal, and then met up with the rugby guys. When we came, we weren't really in the mood to join in the party, cus it was all brakdancing. But then I started to get thirsty, so I begged the girls to go in to get drinks. We then got stucked in the crowd, so we just decided to stay in there. Soon, the songs started to heat up (yes, Bhangra dance was the best one, lol) Me and Tasha started dancing. Dance dance till we drop. We shout, we sang, we danced, we... Hahaha, okay whatev.

The dance battle was awesome! They all danced to their last sweat. And when they all were dancing, I was dancing and singing in my own world. Hahaha. Suddenly, the DJ played the song 'Krazy', and that was when the girls joined in. Gerek pe. Hahaha. And that song totally reminded me of how I danced to it last time. Hurhur. We headed home at around 11, and by then, my boyfriend dah mengamok. Lol! So I took a bus home with Mira. Got home at 12, talked to my boyfriend, and then, game over! Whoaaa shagged sia.

Saturday

I woke up early despite my late night the night before. I met up with boyfriend at Woodlands in the afternoon. We took a bus to his place, waited for him to get changed, and god he took such a long time. I was unhappy, and then he took it so seriously that we got mad with one another. But things got better soon after I consoled him. Heh. At 7, we made a move to Marina. We were supposed to go to Town, but I was lazy to go off the bus. Hahah. So in the end, we dropped off at Marina.

We headed to the arcade first. Played quite a number of games over there. Whoah, just not my luck. Hurhur. After having fun in the arcade, we headed out to smoke since my boyfriend cannot tahan already. Lol. Bought Macdonalds, then we walked to Suntec. We got lost in Suntec. I hate that place, it's always difficult to find the exit to the bustop. And when we found the exit, like finally, it was already late. Hurhur.

We took 196 to Bedok, and then parted our ways. Reached home at around 11. Once again, I was very shagged. Cannot carry. Hahaha. I slept at 12, and woke up at 10. I had such a wonderful sleep. Like finally..

Thursday, July 30, 2009

2009-07-30T03:17:00.000-07:00

So.. Today was just mundane. I hate today. Infact, I hate this week. It's packed with tests. I had Physics, Maths, English and Mother Tongue test this week. Next week, it will be Chemistry. Well, thank god I took Art instead of POA. Heh. But nevertheless, I hope that I'll pass all my tests, except for Mother Tongue. I gave away alot of marks. I spent the time given to do my test by yawning. Yes, ever since Tasha told me that yawns are contagious, I kept on yawning and yawning, and of course, she yawned too ^ ^v

So, Art lesson was fun. I've completed my storyboard, and I'm currently working on drawing them on the cupboard. My cartoons are cute okay! *winkwink* Hmm, after school, I waited for Charan, Mira and Agi. Both Charan and Agi were fickle-minded on going for their Netball training. In the end, Mira got so pissed off because they kept on changing their mind. Hurhur. So yeah, they went for their training, so me and Mira decided to go to Tampines to waste time.

We had our lunch @ LJS. And I swear that we took our own sweet time to eat. It's fun to eat with her, we always have alot to talk about. Hee. We walked around Tampines Mall and Century Square after our lunch. Mira bought herself a new pair of earrings and wallet. At around 4, we decided to make a move back home. Oh, something funny happened inside the bus. I've learnt a theory from her: If you are paiseh, just make a joke out of it. HAHA, YES THAT HAPPENED TO HER. And when we were walking home, I tripped over a rock, so I decided to crack a joke, but she made me more paiseh! Not fair! Bloodyhell.

Got home, watched teevee, talked to my booboo. I'm so bored, geee :( Oh, a little more highlight, there are some other people who reads my blog, I know. Okay, actually someone told me, but still.. It's unexpected. Why do you read my blog? Are you gay, gay as in happy (LOL THAT WAS ON PURPOSE), after reading my blog? Haha, tsk. I don't know why you people won't get out of your turtle shells.. Come on, just tell me who you are, and I'm happy. I wish my blog has ticket booths. Only those with tickets are permitted to go in. Haha.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

2009-07-29T02:24:00.000-07:00

School was random. Nothing fun. I was late. Not in a mood. I hate today.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

2009-07-28T07:34:00.000-07:00

Chances do exist in this world. It's all up to us on whether to give others a second chance. To me, I'm not stupid, neither am I gullible. I've finally decided to come out of my turtle shell, and see the world. I'm standing up on my own. I don't know how long am I going to depend on others, but now, I'm going to depend on myself for decisions. Depending on others made me feel like a fool. What's happy with me, lives with me.

I'm sorry if I upset some of you over my decisions, but I believe that someone will always turn over a new leaf some time after. I've decided to let go of what I infatuated, for the one who I had gone through alot with. And I believe that thss decision is right for myself. I know what I'm doing. If I'm going to regret, no worries, I will cry on my own shoulders. I am really sorry to dissapoint you people over my choice, but I know that my chances are made for good.

And, Isakandar, loving you was never an easy issue to let go of. Going through alot with you isn't the problem, what matters is, how much you sacrifised for me. I'm sorry if I made you lose almost everything, but I'll not make you lose me. I hope that we'll be a better us after whatever that we went through for the past few days. God bless. I love you.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

2009-07-27T23:47:00.000-07:00

I had such a long night.. I hate that feeling. When I woke up, it felt like two days had gone by. Grr. Okay, so my morning in school was annoying. I completed my artwork in a jiffy. Thank god I've completed my storyboard. Now I'm gonna start on the cupboards. Hopefully I could finish it by tonight though. The rest of the day was... tiring. I got so tired of laughing that I felt so empty after that. Hah.

I went home straight with Mira after school. So here I am now, blogging. I am so tired. I just argued with Sister, which made Mum involved. My sister has been having this kind of attitude: Whenever she loses something, she'll blame those around her. And this is officially the third time she's done that. And guess what?! Because of that, she took the money which I saved! When I scolded her, she denied. In the end, I found her 10 bucks lying on the floor. Oh ya, so much for complaining to her boyfriend.. *roll eyes* The whole house was chaotic. Hurhur. In the end, I've gotten the money that I saved in return. Thanks Mum. She wanted to give me 2 bucks to stop me from blaming my Sister, but I rejected her offer. I'm still very angry with my Sister though =/

I guess I'm gonna go to bed later on. Note to self, better finish the artwork by tonight! Haha, ciao!

P/s, Blogger's being a bitch. I can't upload photos, and the post page has errors. I uploaded the above picture using Tinypic anyway. Wonder what's wrong with blogger? =,=

Monday, July 27, 2009

2009-07-27T02:58:00.000-07:00

I'm exceptionally sick today. Gee, I hate it. Last night I was in the worst of the worst mood ever. Thanks to my Mama :( And because of that, I swang my mood to my boyfriend, and that called for World War III. But thank god we settled everything fast, without any armaments. Lol. And I think that was the cause of my headache early in the morning. So, whenever I'm having a moodswing at night, I know that I'll be sick the following day. Whoa piang ley.

So anyways, here I am sitting infront of the computer, yawning away. I had an almost-10-hour sleep, yet still.. Maybe I'm gonna suffer hypersomnia. LOL! Okay whatev. I miss school, I miss studying, I miss my friends, I miss eating Cassava Chips (most important) Haha. The home phone's line just got cut off, wow, what a deal. Now I've to turn to alot of ways in communicating with people. Hopefully Dad will settle this with Telecom a.s.a.p! This is the 2nd time in my whole entire life, facing such a hard time with Telecom. Grrr. So now, Dad's been calling my phone upteen times just to communicate with Mum =,=

By tonight, I'll need to finish up my Art. I hate stop animations, even though they seem easy. Eh, that's the whole point! A little yet simple (and appreciative) outcome will always come from a person's hardwork. Hurhur. I hate myself for giving ideas to Fahmi! His idea, oh wait *ehem, clears throat* MY idea, was all about a monster attacking a city. Afterwhich, it accidentally tripped on a bus, and fell onto a building with a sharp point on it's top. Yeah, pretty gore-y huh? But creative right?! Nevermind, one day he can pay my kindness off. Lol. So yeah.. I've to stop my misery and start thinking of a new storyline and storyboard. Not just a stupid girl crying when her ice-cream melted and it fell on the ground!! *pulls hair* Yeah, that's my idea. Laugh at me.

Okay so I'm gonna end here now. Oh wait, I would like to announce that.. Fernando Torres is officially my 2nd hubby.... *dreams*

Look at his eyes.. So heart-warming. *melts*

Sunday, July 26, 2009

2009-07-26T01:48:00.000-07:00

Some videos that has been cracking me up. Lol.

Tag replies:

MiraRa: Eh, ade satu gmbr yang kau amek kat skola abe diri luar class, sape pompan cute sblah kau tu? HAHA!
Nini: Sape? Tak kenal ah. Tapi muke mcm sial aje. Hahaha! Kidding beb.

FARHANNA: Hey, i dropped by (:
Nini: Thanks.

Yuyun: Update!
Nini: Updated!

CharanBby: UPDATEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Nini: Updated already righttt!

Arasha: Hi pepek ku ! HAHHAHA
Nini: Hi pepek #2!

wawakiss: nini uh~
Nini: Eh, Wawa! Hahah.

MiraRa: I am here. And i miss you! Weeeeheeheee.
Nini: I miss you too hunny bunny. LOL.

shafirah :D: hi there ! do you still remember me ? link k ? tc !
Nini: Yeah. Aha sure, tc too.

daffy: wads the tittle of the song eyk ?
Nini: My love-east clubbers =)

aisyah: nice blogskin. sexaaaye~ hehehhee
Nini: Haha, thanks.

Zakiah: Cakap nak diet?!!!! >:(
Nini: OK WHATEVER.

Zaqia: rebangkan rmbt ke lebangkan rmbt? Aiya, bknnya nini sorg je sey rebangkan rmbt.
Nini: Lol, rebangkan. Yeah, guess so.

Arasha: PEPEK ! HAHHAHA
Nini: Ape la makcik?!

zzz: you're a sch girl... so look like one. i think u wil look even better and cuter with your hair tied. nak lebangkan rambot, maybe when u're out in home clothes but in sch u, tie hair lar.. lagi cute. if not, u really look messy and macam untidy and semak.......
Nini: You mean, rebangkan? Haha, yeah I guess so. I've some issues with my hair getting tied up, so I hope you do understand my reasons on why I don't tie it up in school. But I sometimes do though. So yeah, thanks anyways.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

2009-07-25T19:07:00.000-07:00

Firstly, before I start giving excuses on why I haven't been blogging.. I'd like to wish someone a belated 15th birthday, and that goes to my girlfriend, Zulasmira. As said, happy 15th birthday! May god bless you, and your wishes come true. May you overcome whatever obstacles there is in future. I am always here by your side.. For help, for need, and even for teasing (romah? HAHAHA) Me luv you. *winkwink*

And anyways, sorry for not updating for the past few days. I've been busy, and I really mean damn busy. With what? Sleeping. Hahaha. And yeah, things also went wrong between me and Bf. But we're back on track now. I just hope he's not going to repeat the same issues again. Aha. Alright, will not go on telling you people about what's going on between us really, so let's turn to the brighter side!

Yesterday was awesome! *jumps like a fool* The NE show especially. Well, even though the weather was scorching hot. Hurhur. You guys should really catch NDP, or maybe just watch it on TV. But I tell you, it's frigging awesome. Especially when all those military tanks came out. Ala, you all must know that I love seeing big stuffs ok! Hohoho. But I hate it when they started shooting the canon balls. Every boom sound, I will stumble on my words. Macam makcik sia =,= Lol.

And the fireworks were amazing! Undescribable. The show ended at 8:30PM. So me and Bf headed out fast. We walked from Marina to Bugis, and I was dead tired by then. So what else, when Nini is tired, she will make a fool out of herself. Hahaha. At Bugis, I wanted to search for Mira's present, but to no avail. That part really pissed me off. We got sick and tired of searching for it, so we decided to grab a bite at Macdonalds. Finally, seaweed shaker fries! Sedap okay! Heh.

We made a move at around 10, and we waited so long for a frigging bus 7. It was packed, and we had to stand. I swear it totally turned my mood off. What's more, I felt like puking. Ppfft. Reached home, talked to Bf, and then went to bed. I was very tired, even Bf. Hah. Super shagged lah kan. Today, I guess I'm gonna stay at home. I was supposed to go out with the girls to celebrate Mira's birthday, but plan cancelled since most of us can't make it. Gee.

Leftover pictures:

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

2009-07-21T04:27:00.000-07:00

Hi. I hate today.

Morning, sucks. Don't ask me why. I only enjoyed Art lesson today. I'll be having to go to some Art exhibition this weekends at Cityhall. God, it's a must since it's a contributed section to my final year Art exam =,= So yeah, probably I'll be going with Aisha and Nana. Hurhur. And well, Maths lesson was a total shit. I got so confused with the formulas, whereas Charan was already shouting and screaming beside me. Kirekan nak express die punye stress la kan.. Lol.

After school, I went home with Mira. She should be appriactive that I went home with her, cus she almost spoilt my mood today. Hurhur. I got home, all sweaty and smelly. I hate the weather today. It was so frigging humid! Grr. I almost melted okay. Or I already did? K whatev. Hah! I had an hour of nap only. How sad was that? (VERY) I was awaken by Bf's call. And after that, I couldn't go back to bed. Tsk.

I will be doing Hassan's blogskin later on. I bet he's waiting for that. Lol. Daddy just bought me chocs and Sister gave me gummies. Don't say anything.. Just 'tsk' me. I know, it's my fault.. Only tonight. *cross fringers* Ciao huns!

Monday, July 20, 2009

2009-07-20T02:18:00.000-07:00

So how was my day today? Early in the morning, I watched the tv just to kill time. Aha, yes. I woke up at 5.30AM. Actually, everyday. Yeah, if you wanna know, I live very near to the school. And if you were to ask what's up with me being lunatic to wake up so early is that, I take an hour and the half to get myself ready for school. I have a 20-minute shower, iron and put on my clothes, sit infront of the fan and watch tv (I don't have a hair dryer!), straighten my hair, and others that you don't need to know. Heheh, so my morning is worth the early wake-up okay!

Anyways, school was kinda awesome. I couldn't be bothered with anything. Oh yeah, I'm reminded of this funny conversation. The physics teacher switched off all the fans in the classroom because all of us were noisy. Charan shouted at him, "You are treating us like primary school kids!" And then I got so pissed off cus it was starting to get humid, so I started my sarcasric attitude and shouted, "Aiya, next time bring a big fan to school ah!" Lol me. I told Bf that and he went, "You're always sarcastic." Hek-hek.

Hmm. After school, I intended to go home straight but Mira made me follow her, Charan and Agi go to St. Hilda's Sec to pick Charan's sister up, since there's some issues to settle over there. We waited for almost an hour just for the girl to get out of school, but in the end, she just switched off her handphone =,= God, wasted our freaking time okay. Me and Mira still have some issues to settle with, and it's really pissing us off even though it's not really our matter. Hah! So yeah, afterwhich Charan and Agi went for their netball trainings, me and Mira headed to Century Square to get her Ripples flip-flop. While walking back to the interchange, we made fun of some matreps. So funny. Hahaha.

Got home at 4, and I was totally shagged by then. I almost went to bed, but I decided to blog instead. So yeah, thank me for sacrifisng my sleep. Hah. But probably I'll be having an early night tonight. Heheh. Have a fantastic day ahead, lovelies. Ciao.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

2009-07-18T22:06:00.000-07:00

So let's summarise my day with Bf yesterday.

I woke up early just to win a bet that we set the day before. So oubviously, I won. What do you expect? Heh. I went out at around 11, met up with Mira to exchange our stuffs. Took a bus to Bf's place, and I reached there around 1 =,= I helped him out with his clothes, used the laptop, do stupid stuffs and played around. Hahah. We had our lunch first at Senjagrand. I pestered him to get Nasi Goreng Thai, a very spicy one. And guess what? I think the cook really wanted to 'bahasakan' us. Lol.

Bf's cat, my sayang #2, Kenet :)
She's so fat now! So cute, mintak kene cubit you know!
After our lunch, we headed to Town. And here comes the unexpected part. We were at the bustop, when I noticed a guy wearing a bag that my boyfriend have. I was like, okay, then turned around. But one thing, I didn't notice who he was. 3 minutes later, as estimated, my Bf said, "B, belakang tu your ex kan?" He also told me not to turn around, but I did. I was eager to see who it was, cus at that point of time, I couldn't even remember a single of my ex-boyfriend. When I turned around, I saw a group of guys, but none of them was my ex. Then I turned 90 degrees back, and there I saw my ex-boyfriend staring at me. And there I went, "FUCK." My boyfriend here, nak step friendly sangat, went to talk to him. K, they didn't talk about me but about another issue. Well actually they know one another lah, but not that close. So, if you were to wonder which ex-boyfriend he was, it was Khairul Anwar. What a day.

So anyways, me and Bf headed to Wisma first to pick up his phone. They told him that the phone is completely damaged, so he would need to pay $300++ for the repair. He got so pissed off that he scolded the receptionist and threw the paper at him, then shouted vulgar at him too. I just kept quiet and walked off with him. I tried to cool him down after that. So we then proceeded to Shaw to catch the movie Harry Poter. But it was full. So we decided to go to Bugis Shaw. And while on the way walking, we saw two lamborghini(s). Bf, being the so jakun one, took a picture of it using my phone. There were also other people taking photos of it. It's totally eye-catching.

So when we reached Bugis, we headed to Shaw immediately and we got a ticket, finally. But we got the front seats =,= But guess what?! The show wasn't as expected. There went out 10 bucks, wasted. We even slept during the movie! Sucks, totally. Well, as for me, I'm not even a HP fan. Hah. Ok whatever, happy wasting your money, people. LOL! After the movie, we went for our smoking session. Afterwhich we walked around Bugis Street. We made a move at 10 to Bedok, and then we went our seperate ways. Well, I had a wonderful day with you, B. Thanks honey. I love you *winkwink*

Oh yeah, I'm so excited for next Saturday. Boyfriend and me have tickets to watch the NE show! *jumps like a fool* But too bad, it's like a fake NDP :( But nevermind. I'm still looking forward to it. Whoopeee!

Friday, July 17, 2009

2009-07-17T08:43:00.000-07:00

Hello sayang. Bye sayang.
I love you belly much. Miss your belly fat tummy. Muaxxxx.

I'm craving for sushi and doughnuts. Hek-hek. But I think chocs would be better?
Btw Aisha, lagu cam kenal je pat blog? Hahaha. K siak.

Friday, July 17, 2009

2009-07-17T04:46:00.000-07:00

Haiya, today ah.. I feel very tired ley?! Hahaha, k shut up. I'm starting to use singlish nowadays. Heheh. So anyways, school was rather boring today. I hate the first period, it's so boring. What do you expect? It's physics. I love Physics, but I dislike the teacher for being unable to control the class. Ppfft. And as for PE lesson, don't ask about it. Even though I wasn't one of those whom got severely scolded by the PE teacher, I still felt bad for them. They had to crawl, like a dog, to the teacher. Yes, what do you think?! I won't elaborate more. Well Charan, I hope you're cooling down now. It's okay, what goes around comes around. Maybe his karma will turn out to be a stupid one. Let's laugh, muahaha.

After school, I headed home straight. I was feeling very tired, so I was thinking of going to bed. I had a ridiculous 15-minutes sleep. I woke awaken by my boyfriend's call. It has been 3 days since we argued. And yeah, you wouldn't want to know what happened. It took us 5 hours in total just to get things settled out in between us. Oh come on, I'm a stubborn and egoistic one whereas he's the... Okay nvm, I don't know what to say. Hahaha. But thank god things are going good between us now. I miss being corny with him. Kekeke ^_^v

So right now I'm dead bored. Bf's going to Lucky Plaza to play pool with Wan. Where got fair one?! *singlish mode* =,= Nvm. Girls, we go karaoke at Grandlink next week ok?! Hahah. Erm, tomorrow, I'm gonna watch Harry Potter with him. And I hope tomorrow's gonna be a good fine day for us. Geee. I can't wait to get my hands on my flash oversized tee! Like omgggg! *wriggle jiggle my body*

Thursday, July 16, 2009

2009-07-16T05:33:00.000-07:00

I just woke up from my amazing sleep. Pretty satisfying. Hahaha. So, let me summarize for whatever that has happened today. Happy reading on.

School was great, awesome, fantastic, wonderful. Haha. I don't know how to elaborate on anymore. Art lesson was a total frag, I got so fucked up with Adobe. I hate photosopping. Especially photoshopping something from a natural source. Ppfft. In the end I completed my drawing 15 minutes after the period end, and my work was complimented as very good. Okay, I was satisfied by then.

After school, I headed back to class to watch my classmantes paint. Me and Charan went to the canteen for upteen times just to get food. Heh. When we got back, Arasha was painting on everyone's hand. I was the exceptional one out.. I had my legs painted =,= Thanks. Revenge sure is sweet, right Arasha?! I gave her a piece of me, but it seemed nothing. Hurhur. At 30 minutes past 2, we went off with the girls. They headed to the library, whereas I headed home since I was dead tired. Got home, felt very tired and lethargic. I had a nice 3 hour sleep.. So what do you expect? A fresh Nini Azuwera.

So anyways, today is Fahmi's birthday, so let me wish him..

Happy 15th birthday, Fahmi Zailani! May god bless you and your wishes come true. Please do improve on your human talking skills, and stop mumbling! Cus you know that I'll always imitate you after that. Right?! And stop being such a vainpot! I must be the only vainpot in the class, no one else can. Ok?! But nevermind la, since you're a guy, I give you chance, ok?! Hohoho. See you tomorrow ^_^v

Lastly, I miss the old us, so much.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

2009-07-15T02:03:00.000-07:00

Last night was horrendous. I still had my moody mood on for today though. I can't keep my mind off from it, until now. But nevermind, I can bare with it. Because I'm Nini Azuwera la hor. Heheheeee ^_^v

So anyways, today was awesome. I had loads of fun with the companies around me, especially Charan, right?! Hahaha. It was raining heavily in the early morning, and goshhh I felt like going to bed okay! The weather was so god damn nice that I kept on yawning and yawning. Heh.

Catch out my eyebags *inside joke to Tasha&Dora*

Luvluvluvluv my hair :D

Ah yes, I was resting on a pillar, when I found out that..
The bangla was actually painting the wall =,=
So that explains my skirt with white lines on it.

I told her, "I'm gonna post it on my blog!"
So since she didn't respond, here it is.. MY TASHA B.
Uhm, after school, me and Tasha headed to the library. Well, we had to, since we're supposed to do our malay project based on a malay novel from the library. Hurhur. Oh yeah, and there was this one part where I wanted to say, "Check it out", when I splurted out, "Catch it out" confidently. Okaylah, paise! Even Dora overheard our convo =,= K whatev. Oh yeah yeah!! We found $6 on the floor when walking to the library. So our day today man! Hahaha. I took $4 and Tasha took $2. Muahaha. She said, "Now you can go buy your bubble tea and sushi." Hehehe. We spent 10 mins in the library just for a pathetic novel each, and then we went to Edo Sushi to get sushis, afterwhich we went home.

Now I'm with a full tummy. I'm satisfied! *rubs tummy* I can't wait for the weekends. Gonna purchase my flash tee, afterwhich next week I'm getting my britain top from Nicole. Probably gonna get a bomber jacket in 2 weeks time. Gonna go cross my fingers now. Hahaha. Ciao~

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

2009-07-14T03:10:00.000-07:00

I think I've to admit that.. I'm kinda lazy to update my blog. I was busy sleeping throughout the whole afternoon yesterday when I've promised myself to blog actually. But I ditched it just for my beauty sleep. So if you were to ask, how's my sleep, I will be mourning over it. Mum had already disturbed me upteen times, and then Charan's call also woke me up =,= So yeah, I decided to just wake up and satisfy those people who wants me to be alive.

So anyways, today school was fine. I don't know what's up with my Art teacher for always, well somesort of scolding me, for not listening... When I was actually listening to him and helping my friend out at the same time! I can multitask ok! That kinda turn off my mood for the day, but nevermind, the day has to go on. Lol. Okay, so after recess, we had a big fight.. over a packet of chips. Between me, Charan, Aisha and Ashley. Me and Charan paid 50 cents each for a packet of Casava chips, our current addiction. Ashley snatched it away from us (as witnessed by.. Aisha?!) So Charan got fuming mad that she chased Ashley all around the class. We were all shouting at one another, and yes it was freaking noisy! Hahaha. Ashley laughed at me for sharing money over a packet of chips. And I went like, "I'm being economical what!" That's what I had in mind. Hehehe. In the end, we got our packet of chips back in one piece, and of course, me and Charan had such a romantic time eating it ^_^v

After school, met up with the girls and then went on seperate ways since I was meeting my boyfriend. He picked me up from school today. So yeah.. I guess some of my schoolmates saw him. Hurhur. Since he had to go off by 5, we just lepak around. Suddenly this roundbelly boy started to get hungry, so we decided to eat thosai at 527. Like once again, I had thosai! Yay! Sedap sia. Hahaha. Oh yeah, I actually had 2 of them, when he ordered for me only 1. Nevermind, today my lucky thosai day ah. Lol. Wait, shoots. I forgot to bring this convo up. Wait again, (hahahahaha) I had to laugh. We were about to sit, when he decided to shift near me, but facing the opposite side. I didn't even had the chance to ask why, when he already said, "Ya la, later you say I look at that girl." And I was like, W-H-A-T?! =,=

So.. We went home at around 5 with a full tummy. Awesome! Heh. Just now, Mum had a serious conversation with me and it made me broke down. Thinking back about my past.. Sigh. How I wish life should've been better for me.. God bless.

Some random photos:

My belly belly cute cat.

Meet this nabei cibai girl.
Ashley Chong Choo Ling!!!!!!!! ^_^v

I'm so sorry you girls..
I just had to.. Hahahaha!

Sunday, July 12, 2009

2009-07-12T07:47:00.000-07:00

Our day.. wasn't as expected. Ups and downs all around, but it's okay, we made it together in the end. Thanks baby for today.. Even though it wasn't as good as the rest. I hope in a months time, it would be better. But nevertheless, my love for him is still the same, just like how he always use to say to me, "I love u smelly belly!"

So anyways, I was late today. Something funny happened in the bus. A guy tapped me and asked for my number. I turned around and he asked me, "Can I have your number?" And I replied in 5 seconds (yes i'm slow), "For what?" And he said, "I want to get to know you." In 10 seconds, well I think I gave him a false hope lol, then I replied, "Sorry, I have a.. uhm, boyfriend." Then here comes the funny part.. Member da paiseh lah kan, terus step emo, he went to sit at the back. Alahai.. Hahaha.

I told Bf about what happened, and he.. well, reactionless. Hahaha. We took a bus to Town, and headed to Sony Ericsson @ Wisma to get his phone serviced. He was upset over paying the bill. Hurhur. After that, we walked around Town and then took a bus to Bugis. We went to Bencoolen street to have our dinner over at the place where we went with Wan&Mus the other day. I had sweet&sour fish, while he had sambal prawns. Yumyum! I couldn't finish it since it was too much for me, so he helped me finish it up. Hehehe. Had our smoking session before heading off to Bugis street/junction. We walked around and then headed to junction. We saw Mus, and we were both chasing after him.. But he didn't respond since he was having his earpiece plugged into his ears.

So over at junction, me and Bf went to take neoprints! In the end, the results didn't came out as expected. Grr. But nevermind. After 7 months, here's our very first neoprint. Lol, so kental sia. Hahaha. After that we went outside Bugis street for smoking session (again) and I had Milo ice-cream too! Yummy. Suddenly, four policemen came around our area for screening. Bf told me to keep his contraband ciggs under my shirt, but in the end I kept it in my skirt. HAHAHA! The police looked at us, I think they wanted to screen us? But I gave them a stupid face and then continued eating my ice-cream. Nabeh, do I look like a spoilt brat? =,=

At 9++, we made a move to Bedok. Inside the bus, something bad happened so Bf got totally upset with me. In the end, he cheered me up by tickling me. Yes, very funny right syg?! Hahaha. He sent me home, and I hugged him tightly. I guess I won't be meeting him for another week, again? Booo. I'm gonna miss you, b.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

2009-07-11T21:53:00.000-07:00

I was clueless on what look should I have on today, so I had decided to just shoot out with black, white and my skin color. So yes, I had the help of makeupgeektv! I tried out their bombshell look, and I guess I succeeded, somehow? Hahaha. I took 25 minutes on my eyes, excuse me. Grr. And I hope my boyfriend won't say that I look like a 'momok' again =,=

P/s, We meet coincidentally. We are like strangers. The next day, we're nothing.
I'm sorry, it's the fact. I can't run away from it. Somehow or somewhat, it has to end. I really miss having you as my bestfriend..

Sunday, July 12, 2009

2009-07-11T20:18:00.000-07:00

It's sad enough that the beginning of our 7th month wasn't as expexted. I texted him a minute earlier before 12, wishing him a happy 7th month, cus I know that he'll always text me at 12 sharp. His reply only came in 20 minutes later. I waited and waited, until I decided not to give a hoot about it. But when I received his text, I smiled.. But I felt different. I felt so over-reacted about my text, because mine was way longer than his.

Nevermind. There's nothing more to talk about. I'm meeting him later. No hopes for a good day. Ciao.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

2009-07-11T08:08:00.000-07:00

Yesterday,

School was good. Me and the girls went to catch a movie after that. We met up with Ayul coincidentally halfway. Good thing that he met us, cus we went to catch the movie together in the end. Arasha and Zakiah were supposed to follow us, but they had to leave us since they had the AYG thingy.

So, me and the girls + Ayul watched The Haunting in Connecticut. The show's awesome! Gonna give it 5/5. The horror was great, nothing more better than listening to Agi's and Mira's screams. Yes, I sat in the middle of them and they screamed! And because of that, they got me screaming too. My first scream was very funny, my saliva splat out. Thank god none of them saw. Hehehe. After the movie, we walked around w/o Nicole since she had to rush for her training. So me and the rest walked around here and there, and in the end, I went home with Mira. Home sweet home!

At 7, me and my family went to IKEA. We did furniture shopping. And yes, we bought alot of stuffs. Mum allowed me to buy almost anything. I was busy seacrhing for a new bolster, but none avail :( In the end, I bought a very cute comfy cushion in orange. After the furniture shopping, we headed to Giant to do some grocery shopping, afterwhich we headed back to IKEA to hire a cab, BECAUSE MUM SAID THAT THERE'S GOING TO BE ALOT OF CABS OVER THERE. But guess what?! We waited for almost an hour for a frigging cab. We finally got one 5 minutes before midnight =,= Oh, that was when Sister decided to call up a cab. Grr. Got home, talked to my boyfriend, and then went to bed. The cushion that I bought was really comfy! I luvvv it :)

Today,

I woke up early just to pee. Afterwhich, I couldn't go back to bed. So I took my morning shower, and then got ready since Dad said that he wanted me and Sister to follow him along to buy some new paints. In the end, the plan was cancelled since my Sister had to rush for work. So, I decided to meet up with my boyfriend.

Things were kinda rocky between us when we met, and it lasted for hours. We had such a hard time talking things out, but we finally did in the end. I went to Keat Hong to pick up the shirt that I ordered, afterwhich we went back to Bukit Panjang. He went back home to get changed, while I waited outside. He was supposed to go Town with Hairi, Cloud, Syiqin and Kecik to celebrate Cloud's birthday. But he was late. They all started drinking, so he gave it a miss. We had dinner at LJS, since I was very hungry. We had a major cheese rush! Lol. He sent me home at 9.

I'm so tired right now. Tomorrow's our 7th month. I've yet to think on how to cheer him up. He's moody right now. I don't know what's bothering him. Whatever it is, honey, if you're reading this.. I'm sorry if I spoilt your day. I hope you will feel better soon.. :)

Wait, check out my shirt!

SPELL AWESOME PLEASE!!

Thursday, July 09, 2009

2009-07-09T04:23:00.000-07:00

Whoa sibeh, I already got the greatest shock early this morning. I forgot to bring my art piece! =,= Thank god I finished everything on time. You can never know how stressed I was, because I only had all my attention on my drawings. Thanks Charan for helping me out. Hurhur. Anyways, today is Nini's-Fullest-Attention-On-Studying day! I feel so good. Heh. Oh yes, my form teacher told me to keep up with my attendance. Yeah, I'm going to. No more skipping school, I've to improve on my attendance in order to contribute to my overall results, since he promised me that he'll give me a chance if I improve on my attendance. So that must happen ok! :)

My last period ended late cus I needed to finish up photoshopping my artwork. I got so fed-up with Photoshop cus whatever I press, it will appear out as another thing. My art teacher and buddies had to help me with almost everything. Haha. I just hope that I'll be able to get more used to it soon, cus I really want, or maybe need, to make my art piece one of the best! Yay for me! So anyways, after my art lesson ended, I met up with Charan and we went back to my classroom to decorate the class. We had such a hard time opening the paint cans okay! Even some of the students from the other class came to help us.. But got one makcik kepo lah, Zakiah. Hahaha! See, I took a video of her opening the can. Kecoh gile babi, trust me.

In the end, she couldn't open it. Haikal did. Lol! Harapkan aje kecoh, tapi tak terbukak-bukak. Hahaha. I went home soon after with the girls. Got home, talked to boyfriend, went to bed, woke up, had dinner, and here I am blogging right now. Tomorrow is the last day of the schooling week, and I am happy with myself for having to attend school this whole week. I'm so Nadhirah Azuwera now. Muahaha. Charan, give me present leh? *smiles widely*

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

2009-07-08T06:44:00.000-07:00

Am I really.. busuk hati? I hate Nini Azuwera. She sucks big time. Can I have a new Nini Azuwera please?

Brrrr. I want to be Iskandar's dream girl.. Whoaaaaaa, syiok ahhh. Imagine, he will pamper me every minute, every second.. Giving me his fullest attention.. Asking me to stay in a home together with him.. Oh wait, I think I'm starting to become like my mum. Okay, just that I'M NOT ASKING FOR A PLASTIC SURGERY OR TO GET SOME PROPER DENTURES AND DO A LASIK EYE SURGERY. Lol!! My mum really wants to be younger now.

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

2009-07-08T06:09:00.000-07:00

Watch this: http://www.eternalmoonwalk.com

I miss Michael Jackson. He was my favourite pop king. I love some of his few songs, especially Smooth Criminal. That was the song that I always listen to when I was 10 years old. Lol! Okay shut up. So anyways, his burial was safely done yesterday. Now, do watch this video below.. on what his daughter said during the funeral.

Click here
Oh, anyways, dad just bought me a new earpiece and I swear that the quality is frigging good. Dad is not telling me how much he bought it at, but.. I wonder why he bought it for me? I don't use the earpiece that much when using the pc. I always use the speaker. Hmm, maybe Dad wants me to shut the pc up? Yah I think so. Haha! But anyways, this thing is god damn expensive, I just found the price online. Thanks Dad, he lied to me :( Lol.

Mum and Dad is starting to pamper me. This question still lingers around me.. WHY?!

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

2009-07-08T04:15:00.000-07:00

Ashley's doraemon fan. $1 only! Chipsket la! Haha.
Finally, I can upload all my pictures now in blogger.com! Hurhur. Three days ago, mine was down, and I don't know why. Anyways, I enjoyed today in school even though I was very tired the whole day. I only had 5 hours of sleep last night :/ Tsk. I wasn't in such a mood today because of myself. I don't know why, but I feel different today.

Oh yes, today was Aisha's 6th month anniversary with her boyfriend, and so was Nana's 8th month. Mine is on Sunday, 12th. And you guys wouldn't want to know what's falling on that day.. It's Lady Gaga's concert. Don't ask me whether am I going or not. I wouldn't mind ditching Gaga for my boyfriend, since it's our 7 month.. But I had difficulties meeting my Gaga. She lah, always ditch me for her other fans. I always ask her out, but she's been forever busy. Haha okay shut up.

On Friday, me + my ghurlzzz and maybe Ayul (tag along lah nabei) are going to watch Orphan at Shaw. I hope that the movie will turn out good. Oh, and also, I hope that the conflicts between whoever and whoever will be solved because if this one isn't going, the other one won't go. See!! I feel like spanking their pantats man!! Grr.

Okay, so below are the pictures taken during Mother Tongue lesson. Enjoy.

Charan step ^_^v only!

Look at Tasha's nose! Hahaha.

I excitedly told them, "No expression! No expression!"

Ah open wider ah Tasha..

Focus on me and Tasha's forehead. Wide foreheads!

I wasn't ready :(

Zakiah!!! HAHAHAHAHA.

No one needs that Zakiah.. Lol.

Never ask Zakiah to take pictures.
She always cannot wait to snap the picture..
And this is the result; candid =,=

Congrats Charan for being 1 in a 4. LOL!

LA tak menjadi. Hahaha.

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

2009-07-07T02:18:00.000-07:00

I have this sugar rush feeling this morning.. Aww it felt so tingly. I can't deny that I love my boyfriend so much more right now. Every morning, the first thing that goes into my mind is him. There's nothing I can do to deny that. It has been 3 days straight since I've been dreaming of him right exactly before I wake up in the morning. What sign is that, huh? Lol. But anyway, babyboy, I will always love you like this and like that okay ;)

So anyways, school today was rather... random? Haha. Finally, my teacher came back after his 1 week of serving the nation. Hahaha! I shouted at him, "Welcome back!" Ala, action only. Lol. So uhm, art lesson was awesomeee! I did two designs for my t-shirt. Want to see?!

Alot of people prefer this than the 2nd one :/

So I think I'm gonna re-do my design again.
As for the rest of the day, it was fine. I ate an egg with melted cheese sandwich that Daddy made for me in class, right in the middle of Physics lesson. Heh! Sedap siaaa, lol. Amirul wanted some, so I had to share it with him. Ppfft. I went home straight after school. I felt so lazy to go out with the girls, I'm sorry :( I talked to my Boi Mampat all the way till I reached home. Well, you will never want to know how loud I talked. I was in my own world. Lol! Oh yeah, I officially got my period today. Bahhh, I hope I won't have any bad tempers or whatsoever. Cus I'm trying to make things better between me and Bf. Ahah. Good luck Nini Azuwera.

Monday, July 06, 2009

2009-07-06T05:06:00.000-07:00

I want to be the only one in his world. I love you, Isssskandar.
5 more days to our 7th monthsary. Hahaha yay. Mwah ^_^v

Monday, July 06, 2009

2009-07-05T19:40:00.000-07:00

I am happily shopping online right now. Mummy said, "Buy ah buy ah buy." Ape lagi!! Wey chiong ahhhh!! Hahaha ok lol. Bye bye bye.

[ANNOUNCEMENT]

I think I'm addicted to selling away everything that belongs to me. Lol. And now, I think I'm going to sell my pink wedges @ $24. It's in size 40. So anyone interested, do leave a tag behind. Heheh. Actually, the reason why I have the COURAGE to sell my beautiful pair of barbie pink wedges is that, (omg I can't believe I'm telling you people such an ugly secret)... My sister has the same pair too *OMG, SCREAMS, RUNS AWAY, SCREAMS AGAIN* Okay shut up. The original price was $26.80, so I'm letting it go at $24 since I only wore it once. I don't need a duplicate pair anymore. What's more, we don't use it that often. Heh.

Monday, July 06, 2009

2009-07-05T18:03:00.000-07:00

I frigging hell woke up at 7 in the morning thx to this alien guy named Ayie! No, not the Ayie in my school. Lol. Okay, so anyways, this bastard has been pestering me since last two weeks. The first time he called me was when me and boyfriend were having fun in the arcade. Yes, we were having fun and he called! I have no idea who he was, okay! He told me that Rafi gave my number to him. And yes, I've contacted with Rafi before, but he knows that I'm attached, so why the fagg did he passed my number to his... member?! =.=

Okay, dah tu takpe. My boyfriend talked to him already, told him not to contact me. He did not reply, so that's a sign of respect, okay shut up. And, yesterday he officially called me, again! Me, being an alien, picked up the call.. But hang up soon after cus my boyfriend was calling me at the same point too. I then text that mamapundek, asking him who he was, cus I totally had no clue who's number it was. He told me, "Ayie," Then I was like, "Alamak, nabei ah!" Without asking him how he got my number, he told me, "I dapat ur number dari Rafi." Ah kay, I KNOW THAT. RAFI HERE RAFI THERE RAFI EVERYWHERE. I told Bf about it, so that he won't blame me for not telling him whichever bastards called me up. Hurhur.

So yes, my boyfriend called him up, but he rejected (coward) My boyfriend texted him, no replies (bloody coward) He did not call me right after that (bloody bombala coward) Okay that's good. So this morning, at 7, I was happily dreaming when this bastard called me up. The best thing was that.. I was dreaming of my boyfriend!! Nabei, that guy spoilt it all! I picked up with phone, w/o realising that my incoming call was suspended. The background of his call was silent, so I got irritated, then I hung up. So guess what? I wasted 8 cents on him. That bastard needs a slap. He's too desperate. Any girls who need desperate guys or toyboys? You can dial his number @ 94819662 :)

Anyways, here are some pictures. Bloody hell, I had to upload 'em all to tinypic. My blogger pix uploader is still down, I don't know why. Pppfft. Tasha, if you want our pictures, text me. I can't upload it since it's too big. I'll send it to you via msn/hotmail.

I AM SELLING OFF MY BLUE RAGLAN TEE @ $8!!
IN SIZE M, BUT FITS L ACTUALLY.
(FEMALE CUTTING & CURVE)

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SOMEONE BUY IT :(
I WANT TO BUY A NEW ONE IN BLUE BUT IN SIZE S.

(THANKS TASHA&MIRA, M IS BIG FOR ME LAH OKAY)
I HAD TO FOLD THE SLEEVES AND PULL UP THE SHIRT.
TRY FOCUSING IN THE PICTURE OK GIRLS! =,=

Sunday, July 05, 2009

2009-07-05T07:24:00.000-07:00

Last night me and boyfriend were supposed to watch the fireworks, but we were too late so we gave it a miss. Nevermind, there's still other Saturdays. So anyways, being upset over that, I dragged my mood till morning. And of course, we were upset with one another until we got things settled out in the evening.

At 5, I made a move to Bugis. Took a bus there, since my ez-link is with my boyfriend. And thank god I dropped off at the correct bustop. Hurhur. Met up with Tasha and Mira, and then we walked at Bugis Street. Me and Mira bought a coconut drink, and god I wasted my 2 bucks! :( It doesn't taste nice at all, I hate it okay. Ppfft. We walked around just to search for my blue raglan, but there was nowhere around. So being pissed off, we went to Peninsula. We were supposed to take a bus, but since I had the wrong info (paiseh lah ok) we decided to take the train.

We finally found my raglan tee. I wanted to get the S size, but the bloody girls told me to get M. I told them that M would be big for me, but they wouldn't believe. Nabeh! Haha. After that, we searched for the bustop to take a bus home. In the bus, we were being very noisy when taking the photos. There was this photo when I was caling Tasha, and then the picture turned out very pathetic! Hahaha. Mira must be lucky to have the picture. Lol.

Will upload pictures tomorrow. I can't seem to upload the pictures. Fxck blogger.com!

Saturday, July 04, 2009

2009-07-03T21:27:00.000-07:00

Back to the old side bangs..
The Nini Azuwera during December 2008 - January 2009.

Will upload pictures soon.

Saturday, July 04, 2009

2009-07-03T20:02:00.000-07:00

He has a new hair styler --- A vacuum.
But unfortunately, he doesn't know how to use it yet.
That's why it got stuck to his cheeks. LOL.
I've been very sick nowadays, especially yesterday. My temperature reached a degree lesser than the certified degree for having a fever that is related to H1N1. So how do you think I felt?! My condition was at its worst yesterday. My flu was killing me. The funny part was, why did I took a cough syrup?! I was like taking drugs. HAHAHA LOL WTF. I drank the whole bottle just like that, and then I fell asleep. And when I woke up, I started my moodswings. Hurhur.

So anyways, yesterday was spent with my boyfriend. No school for me. Thanks to my girls for telling me to get well soon and take good care of my health. Yes, Mira and Agi is falling sick too. I think there's going to be a H1N1 case soon in my school. Thank god I wasn't the first case, I almost got a false alarm. Oh yes, here's something for Tasha: How was my H1N1 joke? LOL.

Last night wasn't good for me and Bf. But we managed to pull it through. We're on the rocks, and I hope to change that. Best of luck to myself. And also, I still love him like before, no matter how 'KERAS HATI' I am.

Tonight's Naughty Girl. Eya asked me if I still want to be on the guest list, well I'm not sure. I want to catch the fireworks with boyfriend though :/ So yeah, maybe I've got to start on my schedule now. Ciao~

Thursday, July 02, 2009

2009-07-02T04:17:00.000-07:00

We don't need to be the sweetest couple on earth.
As long as we're together forever, that's SWEET.
I'm sorry if I'm not the girl who you want me to be.
I'm sorry if I'm not treating you the way you want me to.
I'm sorry if I give you the hardest time in your life.
I'm sorry if I made you waste your tears on me.
I'm sorry if I did not realise how much you loved me.

I am a girl, a stubborn one. You know that, don't you?
I might do everything to win the war. All I think is myself.
Isn't that what you think of me? Yes, I know.

I realised how much you mean to me all along.
You stood up with me through everything.
All my pain, all my gain, you saw it all.
You'd do everything to make me the happiest girl around.
But you'd do the littlest thing on earth to hurt me when you're upset.

Baby, I tried my best to be the one for you.
I faced all the things that you said to me.
I've thought about it, it's time for me to make it up to you.
But sometimes it's your fault too, please understand that.

But it's okay. I shall face what I did before.
Just one thing that you should know..
I never met a man like you. Who'd do anything for me..
I love you so much, sayang.

Remember my text last night?

"I love u very much. U are the light that brightens up my life. Always making me happy, that's u! I love u sayang. Mwah."

"Can u pls talk to me normally? U are not the Iskandar a.k.a Boi Mampat a.k.a my sayang that I always berbual taik with every night.. :("

You love reading that, don't you? Hahaha. I love u smelly belly :D

Thursday, July 02, 2009

2009-07-02T03:41:00.000-07:00

I loved today. School was great. Tasha got upset after finding out that some people, or maybe some girls (to be specific), followed her hairstyle. It's fine for others to have the same hairstyle as her since she's not the only one who can do it, but it's very irritating though. Imagine someone having the same t-shirt that you think you are the only one that's wearing it today? Lol.

Exceptionally, art lesson today was a very fun one. Me and Aisha enjoyed very much of it, even though the teacher was upset with us during the first lesson since we skipped the art exam last term. Hurhur. So anyways, we are doing silkscreen painting this term. It's like t-shirt printing. I had fun doing it, and I took home 3 pieces of what I did today. I can't wait to do my own design, and maybe I'm going to stretch it till I stand a chance to create a t-shirt label of my own. And then I shall name my label, "Nini A." So awesomeee! *inserts Nicole's awesome voice* Heheheh.

I headed home straight after school, took a short nap, and then woke up to have dinner. My boyfriend is very sick right now, I told my girlfriends that he might be having H1N1. Hehehe. Talking about H1N1, I had a very bad flu and cough last night. Mum wanted to bring me to the doctors, but I rejected her offer. I'm starting to enjoy school, especially with the presence of my girlfriends, so please appreciate that ok girls. Bf's on MC tomorrow, so maybe I'm gonna visit him after school.

The girls had also planned on watching the movie, Orphan. I never heard of that movie before, but yeah it's a horror movie so I'm gonna catch it. Maybe we're going tomorrow or Saturday. I hope the movie will turn out to be a good one.

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

2009-07-01T03:48:00.000-07:00

- School was (??)
- I had sore throat.
- Lunch with Nicole & Tasha @ Pizzahut.
- We were totally full by then.
- Walked around the malls.
- Went home.
- Realised that I lost Bf's memory card.

F U C K

WHY AM I SO CARELESS?!

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

2009-06-30T07:09:00.000-07:00

Met my boyfriend just now. He's very sick now. I hope he'll get well soon, so that I can get corny with him. Lol. So anyways, we had a great quality time together. And not forgetting, we had thosai just now! *jumps around* Yes yes, this applies to people like Diyana and Tasha; I HAVE FINALLY SATISFIED MY CRAVING FOR THOSAI! CAN I HAVE SOME MORE?! ^_^v

Watch this watch this watch this!! Weeehehehe~

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

2009-06-29T23:54:00.001-07:00

School was awesome. My girls made my day, and so did the guys in my class. Haha. Today's lessons were totally boring, but I had fun irritating the hell out of my Physics teacher. He practices good tolerance, lol. I wish I had his spirits. Hurhur. Didien and Ayul sat infront of me and Charan, so of course, we had alot of fun, and in the end, I got tired and shut up. Heheh. We recorded some videos, so happy watching :D

"Raising eyebrows makes chocolate"
LOL WHAT THE HELL ?!

If you listen properly at the last part of the video,
the teacher warned Charan about my phone. Lol!

The middle part is very funny! Haha pls.

Anyway, I miss the old us. You know, us. Me and boyfriend? I wish I could turn back time and meet you for the first time, again. I miss the old you, the you that I used to be scared of. (Now I'm not scared at all muahaha) I wish you could love me like before. Just take note of this, B. I had never changed my love towards you. Mwah.

Monday, June 29, 2009

2009-06-29T06:13:00.000-07:00

Today was whacky. It's my official Happy Day. Lol, my behaviour today explains it all. Only my girlfriends knew how noisy and pathetic I was. Me and Tasha kept on telling one another on what we were craving for. And of course, we had the same food in mind and that is thosai! Muahaha. Yumyum~

Actually I don't know what to update ley. Haha. About Gaga's concert, the girls have been asking me about it. They went, "If it's in the evening then there's no need to skip school!" Alamak, I need to conserve energy lah ok. And yah, I was sleeping just now and Mummy purposely called me on my cellphone just to wake me up.. God she ruined my good sleep. Boooo.

So yes, as promised, my photos of the killer heels.

How killing is that. Hahaha.But the pink is awesomeeeeee \m/

This was last Saturday.
Ignore my pepek face. Hahaha.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

2009-06-27T22:08:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning, when I woke up.. Boyfriend starts his nags at me. That's like forever. Then we started talking about me, yes me. He was telling me about how my body looks and bla bla bla (I've been bothering him about that) and the last sentence that he said was, "You're beautiful."

Awwwww.
I love you so much, asshole ^_^v

Sunday, June 28, 2009

2009-06-27T21:46:00.000-07:00

I had two bowls of Cookie Crisps today. My feet is in a great pain thanx to the killer heels. I dreamt alot of dreams last night. My left cheeks has two pimples. My hair is so messed up. I think I want to go shopping leh(?!)

My lovely cats..

Blackie.

Manje.

Now they're all grown up..
A very loving pair. Haha.

See? Their eyes met.

Last long you both. Lol!

Saturday, June 27, 2009

2009-06-27T08:21:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I watched Transformers with boyfriend @ Shaw Orchard. I'm sorry Mira&Tasha for having to paitao you guys. I've booked a ticket at an early time, since Mira told me to book early =.= Very sorry. I hope to make it up to you guys soon alright. Haha. So anyway, the show was fantastic! Bf was so engrossed in watching it that whenever I tease him, he'll scold me. And then I sedih :( Huhu. Oh ya, we got a $6 tix anyway. He faked himself as a student. Alamak, THIS NS MAN CANNOT MAKE IT AH. Hahaha.

As for today, me and Sister woke up frigging early just to register/replace our ICs along with Dad. We took a cab everywhere! Yes, Daddy's our rich man! (For today only -.-) So yes, I've finally registered for my IC. Happy gile babi. After we were done with our IC, Dad went to Pinang Rd to buy a whole lot of food for Mummy @ Hjh Maimunnah. God that place is packed but the food were awesome. We brought home a cost of $21 take away food. Yes, I was busy choosing the food for Mum. Heheh.

We then went to Bugis Street, and the stuffs there are so much better now. Good. Dad left me and Sister a big amount to spend over there, and I was like whaaat... Dad treats money like paper today. So anyway, I bought alot of stuffs. The first item that I bought was a barbie pink killer heels. Trust me, it's a total killer!! But I love the pink. So barbie. Other items that I bought are clothes, and one of them is my favourite black dress hoodie. I've been eyeing that dress since last year ok! Lol. I also bought a necklace with a sexy body on it. Heh. The rest are my accessories. Me and Sister wanted to go Plaza Singapure after that, but something bad happened. So we decided to cab home.

Settled everything over there, then we went out again to Tampines Mall just for Cotton On. Bought myself a new black longsleeve since my bloody Sister used mine and it totally stretched okay!! *rages with anger* I've warned her already on not to wear my new one or else she's going to get it. Hahaha. I also bought myself a pair of flipflops since they're selling it cheap. When I went out of the shop, guess who I saw..!! Charan!!!!! HAHAHAHA GODDD BABE I MISS UUUU *muacks* Ok shutup. But yes, I do miss her. I don't see her everyday now you know :( Lol. And yes, she saw me in my killer heels and she was like, "Wah Nini very tall ah!" Oh well.

Met up with Boyfriend over at his place. We had a short tiff, and it was pretty bad. I felt like shaking the earth ok!! Grr. He finally start to settle things between us in the end. So at around 8, we went to Plaza Singapura. He wanted to buy a phone, but it wasn't around. And I wanted to get a blusher, but bloodyhell it wasn't around :( Wasted our time only! I got to fucked up that I told him to get me a sundae. After I ordered the sundae, he told me to get a plain water for him. I told him to get it himself, then he still wanted me to get it for him. Then he shouted at me, so I shout at him back, and he laughed at me cus he said that I looked as if I wanted to cry. Grrr. Actually ya laa... I wanted to cry. That ass always make me cry. Siaocharbo (?!)

At around 10, we made a move to Bedok and then we went on our seperate ways. Today I enjoyed irritating him and yes, thx for giving me the opportunity to. Hehehe. Love you syg mwah mwah mwah~ Will post photos soon.. MAYBE.

Friday, June 26, 2009

2009-06-25T20:30:00.000-07:00

I'm so sleepy. My eyebags were at their worst this morning, I couldn't believe that it belonged to Nini Azuwera =.= My forehead is such a bother, everytime must have atleast 1 pimple! KNNCB. But nevermind, I have my ways to solve it. Whatever it is, whether it concerns life and death, you may blame it on my boyfriend. Hahaha lol.

So anyway, I'm meeting up with Tasha and Mira later on to complete our homeworks. I'm doing it just for the sake of completing my homeworks, and to spend time with them. Not studying. Hahaha. And maybe me and Boyfriend are going to catch Transformers tonight. I've asked him upteen times to decided on when to watch, and he'll go, "I don't know," "Anything," I hate making decisions. Heh.

Oh yeah, my Sister got herself a new helmet and it's M Fizz. Ppfft. She forced me to try it on, and god it isn't comfy, so nevermind. Lol. But she's so lucky to get a new one for free. Now she can throw the old suay one (It was from her ex) Yes, very suay. She got involved in alot of accidents right after that ok! =.= So being the nice Sister she has ever had, I shall allow her to throw it away. She wanted me to have it, but I rejected. Come on, I don't want to get any suay. Lol.

And before I end..

Condolonces to Michael Jackson.
You were such an amazing popstar..

Thursday, June 15, 2009

2009-06-25T07:40:00.000-07:00

Today I met Boi Mampat (HAHA it's my boyfriend) and we went over to his place to spend time. I went to bed when his Mum came home, and they cooked Sambal Udang. I had always loved their sambals.. I was sleeping under the blankies, so when he woke me up for dinner, I complained at him for how warm I was under it! (Then I merajuk awhile la hor) So anw, had I ever told you guys that whatever he cooks for me tasted deliciously awesome?! Aisey, takmu kembang la ok mampat.

We went off after dinner, and he sent me to Bedok. I took a bus to Sheng Siong and then met up with dad and sister over there to do some grocery shopping. I think I bought tons of stuffs. Last on the list was my redbull, kinder bueno and sour rip roll.. I've done eating my kinder bueno 15 minutes ago. My redbull is left with half a tin, and I swear I hate the taste. I bought the blue tin, and it's carbonated =.= God I didn't read that. I only thought that they improved the taste. MKPL. And now, I'm swallowing my sour rip roll which is 1 metre long! LOL. I love sour strips, but 1 metre is pretty long for me. I gave Mum some of it, and she went, "Ummm yum yum yum.. *chewing* Alamak dari tinggi mak naik.." And 30 secs later, "Adik, nak sikit lagi. Macam sedap pulak." OK LOL.

Mum pestered me to go to ICA this Saturday with Dad and Sister in the morning, so which means whatever it is, I've to shift my movie date with Mampat later in the evening. And then, she asked me to follow her to Grandad's house. I was like, whaaat.. Please, lemme watch Transformers this Saturday and after that day onwards, you can bring me anywhere I swear... Heh.

By the way, Megan Fox being a man is just a rumour. Megan Fox was never a man. Try getting a baby photo of her, and you'll find out. Trust me.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

2009-06-24T06:37:00.000-07:00

The tix for Lady Gaga's performance is near to 100 bucks, and I'm hoping not to miss it. It's on a Wednesday, and I wouldn't mind giving school a miss just to be an earlybird for Gaga's show. My plans are,

Plan A:
Write an excuse letter saying that, "I'm sorry for not attending school. I had to attend Lady Gaga's concert. She's my idol, so I hope you will understand. Thx."

Plan B:
Haiya just sleep all the way till the concert starts

Plan C:
Half day from school

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

2009-06-24T01:19:00.000-07:00

OPTIMUS PRIME DIED ?!

NOOO WAY.

My baby, my hero, my syg :(
Well anyway, on a happier note, I miss Iskandar a.k.a Boi Mampat (OK LOL PLS) Even though we just met last night, oh come on. I wanna be corny. Muahaha. Oh yes, congratulations "Boi Mampat" for carrying me in the lift! God I felt like a Big Baby on him. Hahaha. Maybe I should show you how he carried me last night. But nevermind, I still felt like the only one around him.. Inside the lift. LMAO.

I'm writing a pledge now so please don't laugh:

I, Siti Nadhirah Azuwera, pleadge to save $2 everyday starting from next week, on a 5-day basis. By end of the week, I shall collect $10, or maybe atleast $6 (Give me chance ahh) If the amount collected is not satisfying, I must not eat for half a day.

Signed by:
ME ME ME ME ME (xoxoxoxo)

I have not bathe yet and it's going to be 5 in the evening. I think I smell :/

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

2009-06-23T01:27:00.000-07:00

I am going to Studiofrost Fashion Festival II!! Yay for me! Now who wants to tag along?! And whoever's interested in going, you can ask me for the address. Thx!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

2009-06-23T00:47:00.001-07:00

Okay nevermind, I can't be bothered to watch Transformers on the net. I just prefer to watch it @ the movies. Now that's what I can't wait. Haha. And gosh I miss eating nachos suddenly. It reminded me of how me and Bf licked the cheese on the wrapper in the cinemas when watching Aliens Vs Monsters. Well actually that was Wan's & his gf's. Lol.

Me and Mum were watching Style By Jury just now. It's her favourite show. Yes, what's up with her watching that? She loves to critisize, and when they look good already, she'll be praising them from head to toe. She could be a fair judge. Hah. She said, "This lady dah tua pun tak sedar diri. Fikir Lady Gaga ke ape?" I think that when he said about Lady Gaga, it was just something that ran through her mind. So, then she said, "Eh Lady Gaga coming to Singapore this July/August kan?"

DON'T ASK ME HOW SHE FOUND OUT!!
My mum knows I loooveeee (xoxoxoxoxoxo) Lady Gaga so much! So since she knows that Lady Gaga's coming to Singapore in July/August, she'd better get me a tix man!! God I can't wait I can't wait I can't wait. Muahaha. Gaga if you're reading this I love you to the inifinity like totally goshhhh \m/

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

2009-06-22T22:57:00.001-07:00

OMG OMG OMG !!
SHOULD I WATCH TRANSFORMERS 2 NOW?!

IT'S OUT IN THE NET.
SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT?!
OMG OMG OMG !!

Ok i'mma just watch it now :/

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

2009-06-22T22:05:00.000-07:00

I drank a herbal tea a.k.a shitting tea for weight maintaining yesterday. I was expecting to get a tummy ache a few minutes after that, but nothing happened. But at 1AM, it acted up and whoa.. So exciting. God my tummy hurts so much. But nevermind, I think it works somehow. I need to lose 1.5 kg more by end of this week (Haha me) But yes, die die must! Chop chop must! Muahaha. I told Bf that I don't want to eat when I'm out with him, but I know that he will purposely eat infront of me. WTV =.=

I can't wait for Transformers!
I can't wait for Transformers!
I can't wait for Transformers!
I can't wait for Transformers!
I can't wait for Transformers!
I can't wait for Transformers!
I can't wait for Transformers!
I can't wait for Transformers!
I can't wait for Transformers!
I can't wait for Transformers!

I was tuning on to 98.7FM last night, and Desiree kept on talking about Optimus Prime. God I think she likes Optimus? Imagine myself talking to her about Transformers.. I think we two will be too engrossed already by then. Lol shut up. But anyways, I'm a big fan of Vendetta and Desiree now! Actually hor, listening to the radio is better than mp3. Hahaha. See b, no regrets for using my Dad's phone ok! (Besides no camera grr)

Oh yeah, the vote for extended school holidays are over. Bloody hell, the minister said that no matter what happens, the students are still going to school. Like god, we kids must get infected with H1N1 one day to prove to him, isit?! =.= So sad, no 6 weeks holiday :( K tkpe. Buat holidays sendiri sudah. Kekeke.

Monday, June 22, 2009

2009-06-22T05:35:00.000-07:00

White CottonOn long sleeve
$4 (Bought from sale for $5)
Used only for trying; In size L - (I'm a size M now)

Black CottonOn shorts
$4 (Bought it from sale for $5)
Used only for trying; In size 12 - (Pretty loose on me)
NOTE: It's not denim, it's more to cloth kind of material.
MR ISKANDAR TOLD ME NOT TO TRY ON WHAT I BOUGHT ANYMORE, RIGHT AFTER I WENT INTO THE CHANGING ROOM TWICE. SO BEING THE NICE NINI AZUWERA, I LISTENED TO HIM AND JUST TOOK WHAT I BOUGHT. SO THINKING THAT I WAS GOING TO FIT INTO THESE, I COULD NOT!! WELL ACTUALLY THE WHITE TOP, THERE WAS NO MORE IN SIZE M. SO YES, PLEASE SOMEONE BUY THIS. I DONT WISH TO KEEP THIS INSIDE MY CLOSET. IT MAKES ME FEEL REGRETFUL :(